Usual
Just had e usual supper with e usual guys in e usual hangout, lol. Damn full now, cant sleep at all & I havent been updating here for a long time.
Hectic, as usual. Too immense into work. Finding more time; trying to make myself to spend more time in my studies. Allocating quality time for e lady, e list is endless, ha. I have never thought of being in this situation now, often wonder why/how it happen, but I dont seem to get any answer until e chance meeting of dorcas. I was with my insurance agent then, discussing about my policy when I caught sight of her pushing a tram. Ha, was damn excited, first thing on my mind 'to see e baby!' We met up eventually & saw her cute little boy; ting is much more cuter, hehe. For no reason, I wanted to laugh, perhaps at myself for e years of foolishness that I indulged in. Am always too sure of myself, never knew what went wrong until things turned awry. To be honest, I dont know what is love. How do I love someone? How do I know I love someone?
Most of my friends think that since I have been through numerous r/s, I should know better?
Truth is, I fail in every one of them. Perhaps, I should slow down.
