Pictures.

Dang. I miss melbourne! I want to go back again!

City

Food!

Erskine waterfalls

Yarra Valley

The Great Ocean Road

Signs.

Definitely one of my best holidays!

Going back.

Leaving Melbourne for SG in 4 hrs time.
I have more/less adapted to e current weather, though it can still be damn cold at times. Especially yesterday when temperature drop to 7 degree celsius, brrr... This holiday has been one of my best & e most relaxing one. Every morning when I woke up, there is nothing to worry about; no ad posting, no goods to order, no appointment, no nothing shit. & e hardest part was? Bathing!!

Been a long time since I felt so relaxed for a stretch of days.
Somehow, I feel that SG sucks now. LOL

Pinot noir.

Relaxing.
The night view here at shiyan 's apartment is really superb. Am enjoying e view with e chardonnay from Yerring Station, damn nice white! Heh, trance in e house now!

Do u know what am I thinking?

Bathroom woes.

OMG, I woke up late. Heh, at 10am aussie time. Supposed to be going to Ocean road today! Nevermind, shall be going tomorrow.

You know what's e best & worst place in Melbourne? The bathroom in shiyan's apartment & its kinda chic, really. Anyway, now I consider water heater to be e best invention of human! Nothing beats e hot water hitting your body when your surrounding is 10 degrees -.- Then e worst part, which is actually 2 parts. 1st, after coming out of e showering partition, it gets cold again! Because of e warmth temperature that e body gets during showering, e floor really feels like a sheet of ice, ha. As for e 2nd one, imagine landing your ass on e fucking cold toilet seat? Very nice experience.
And he told me that e draught stopper(I thought it was a door stopper), is supposed to stop almost all e cold air from seeping through e small boundary between e door & e floor into e toilet. Zzzz, should had told me earlier!

Visiting time!

Down under!

Melbourne is so fucking cold! 10 degree celsius & I have been (am still) shivering non-stop e whole day! The best thing is I forget to bring some essential stuffs.

• e holy jacket - suppose to protect me from e evil cold
• Zip lock bags - to keep my worn garments
• Emergency package - which consist of handiplasts, anti allergy pills & charcoal pills

Luckily shiyan got a nice jacket, but its still damn cold :(
Anyway, I couldnt buy liquer @ Melbourne airport, WTF. Cos its a domestic airport 'dang', should have got it when I was transiting @ Darwin. However, there was no lack of liquer stores in Melbourne city, wahahahaha.. Got e Gotebourg biscuits @ Ikea too! Yarra valley tomorrow!

Am gona wack e vineyards.

Off to Melbourne!

4 hrs to flight.

My printer broke down yesterday; actually it didnt. It ran out of printer ink & I totally forgot about it since my last trip to Jakarta. & beng was in Taiwan, cant ask him to help my print. Ha, yihshy to e rescue! Got my itinerary printout from her this morning & it was damn fucking cold as I made my way to Woodlands station; was raining heavily. It made me had second thoughts; intially I wanted to just wear a tshirt, bermudas & slippers to Melbourne, but I cant even handle Singapore's rain! Settle on jeans & long sleeves tshirt instead.
I got e sudden crave of Famous amos's butterscotch cookies :p

Strange, am not excited by e trip at all.

Even if its going wrong.

For e few seconds, it seemed like an eternity & it was really heartwarming; a different yet familiar long-lost touch. However, e revelations made me think otherwise. How?


And I cant see today
& I cant see tomorrow
You are burning out my head
& in my brain its going wrong.
And I will live today
& I will live tomorrow
No matter what is said or done.
Even if its going wrong.

...

Perhaps u dont understand? For what purpose do I have to put myself in such a stupid situation? Worse still, you dont even give me a benefit of doubt.

Its damn disappointing.

Drink, drank, puked.

Shit, it went out of hand. Drank too much with james @ Saint james yesterday night. I was suppressing e urge to puke until I reached my block. A glorified mess under a tree & there goes my dinnerwhich consisted of garlic bread, tuna & mushroom crossiant, ha! Micheal & his wife also came along! Lol, I thought siqi was joking when he told me that e couple was coming along. Loads of questions coming from my mum soon!

It was a beautiful night.

Too early

Damn, I feel so hungry now; must be e solo run yesterday night, ha. Wtf, I cant seem to have a good sleep nowadays, no matter how late or early I slept, I never fail to wake up at this timing, Zzzz... Somemore, its my off day today! Seems like I have alot of people to catch up with but e day is so fucking short. Well, time to make my glasses today too, been delaying it for like a month? Sure kena scold by e doctor, cos having my eye checkup tomorrow. & I hope its e last one cos I hate to wake up early!

Unless there is strudel dangling in front of me. Heh.

Ghosting.

It came again.

As I walked along e old path, it dawned on me that I still cant get used to e fact. Whenever I heard anything of it, everything just come back to me. The surroundings seem so familiar, e scene always there, replaying. Have I been relying too much on diversions?

When I reached Esplanade, to my dismay, its under renovation. Misery cut short for once.

I really miss e lectures.

Thoughts run wild.

I was waiting below e block.
Slowly, my mind was drifting away with e trance track that I was listening; 'Ra' by Nile. It was relaxing, especially in e dead of e night. Suddenly, e thoughts came in & occupied me for e rest of e waiting time. Finally, beng & alan reached & we went for supper at e nearby blk888. Followed by movie, 'Hellboy', beng bought e show at 1240pm :) When we tried to went in e cinema, e usher said that e theatre wasnt ready yet. Turned out to be, beng bought e tickets wrongly, 1240pm e NEXT day.. Nice one. Luckily, we were still allowed to watch e show at 1235am slot. Didnt miss any part, cos it hadnt started.. Crap.

Zzzzz...

Down under in 12 days!

Some unexpected things happened over e past few days.

I will be in Melbourne from e coming 23rd to 28th! Heh, be in Australia afterall. Its kind of a last minute decision, thanks to shiyan timetable, wahahaha. Heard that it will be damn cold there, who cares? It should be fun anyway! On off today, so afternoon went to OCBC to change my mailing address & also to get my replacement atm card; got 'eaten' by e machine cos I gave my mum e wrong pin no. LOL! So I had to sign 2 documents; one for e address, e other for e atm card. However, they told me it was e wrong signature, it was e 'signature' signature I was using last time. So, had to sign again, but e damn teller only made me re-sign one, which I didnt realise until they called me....
"Sir, u have to change your address again via our atm machine as u didnt re-sign e 2nd document." Zzzz...

Nevermind, I had an hour of relaxation; slurping green tea frappucinno with my novel @ wheelock place's Starbucks. Then had dinner with kaira & shiyan @market place? e food court @ Wisma atria, gan expensive! & e food wasnt very nice :( Followed by "Red Cliff" @ PS. Hmm, its kinda draggy, 1st time I see Zhuge liang so handsome, lol! & Zhou yu should be acted by someone who looked more like a girl; thats how they depict him in e real story. Anyway, e ending sucks, cos there will be a sequel :(

miss out.

Hongkan.


The jap phone that I've been eyeing had just been bought by a customer today, Zzzz... The next shipment is not confirmed until e remaining sets are sold, wtf.. Should have bought it 1st! Arghhh!!! Anyway, my mood hasnt been that good ever since I heard e news; though that wasnt e 1st time I heard it. Together with e unexpected conversation, I realised that ....

I dont know how to continue e rest.

...

Sigh.. Why is it happening again? :(

Off.

Sometimes I just feel so tire; not physically, but mentally. Having a off day? It will consist of appointments & appointments & appointments, ha. Somemore, I dont like to stay at home. What is e ideal way of relaxing? Hmm...

I do have afew, but some of it requires an other, heh. Seems like today going to be e same again, else be spending e night slurping caramel frapucinno/ice blended @ a cafe.

Fast forward.

This few days seem to pass quite fast & its already into July. I often wonder what makes 2 person get together & then, stay together. Looking back at my past records, I realise I suck, therefore am still single now. Well, it isnt that bad to be single, I get all e freedom I want, thats e only reason I have. I have no time for a relationship, thats an excuse I often give to myself & others. Truth is, I hate to be single; but I never really bother to find one. Perhaps, I am e problem? Lol? I dont know. Every morning, I see e same old message on my msn & its really really really damn demoralising; am only spared of it during weekends. Arr...

On e other hand, perhaps it can be avoided by having breakfast, ha..