The elaborate lies for one self preservation. The fear of reprisals. & e stranger u create, makes e whole ting damn pretty amazing. Am totally impressed. _|_

Life isnt that bad after all.

Its amazing how a twist of events can bring people together & apart.

Someone left, I thought it was purely of my own wrongdoings & blamed myself totally for it. Lol, it wasnt & I arrived at a conclusion on why I was dumped at e station. My mum involvement in a legal issue which really broke me up a few times, & I had no one else to ask for sound advice. Thanks to qing, who was constantly reminding me of what's important on hand & finding for me e right people to help. Without her help, most probably I will be spending this chinese new year in gloom. All this while, there is also a certain someone, who stood by me all e time & it was rather, unexpected. The concern, was more than any ordinary will show. The time, more than any individual will spend with a stranger. A heart, more than anyone who will care to care & spend time to listen. For e past few weeks, it had already shown to be what it is to be.


For I, have already chosen to take a new path.
& am happy with it :)
Thanks for everything..

Flanders - Behind.

Saturday morning the sun is high,
so i can underline
all my hopes to get out from my tears
so I, I can brighten..
Will be sunshine in me?I'm living, alive inside a broken life..
Will be sunshine in me?I'm living, alive inside a blinding life..
I can't stand off it
I'm turning around the same thoughts behind
I can't stand off it
I'm turning around the same thoughts behind
Everyday morning I can play with the sun
but I see you again
I wanna forget all your lies
so I can go ahead..so I am
Will be sunshine in me? I'm living, alive inside a broken life
Will be sunshine in me? I'm living, alive inside a blinding life
I can't stand off it I'm turning around the same thoughts behind
I can't stand off it I'm turning around the same thoughts behind

Super damn catchy tune by Flanders. Fave track on my trance playlist now!

Changed.

Its a big step forward, 2 small things behind.

No more looking back.

Gdnite.

It is a good night afterall.

Work.

Somehow, I dont understand how people can screwed up a simple system; an idiot-proof one somemore. Is it due to level of intellect? Read, its fucking idiot-proof. Unless u are worse than an imbecile. I cant be babysitting u people everytime, telling your whats wrong with it, what to edit right? Come on, grow up.

Why things just cant simply work out as it is suppose to.. Sigh.

Two ends.

Tranquil. Good night.

But then, there is nothing to look on e other side.