Integrity...

Sad, I had to pay $50 for goods that I didnt lost. Nevermind la, I do alot of evil things last time to customers; now also? Hehehe.. Take it as a form of payment to them lo. True la, everyone should be responsible for it, but I feel that those that are directly responsible should have stepped forward to bear e brunt of e payment. Of course, no one would have done it, it concerns about money itself. But it still up to e individual on how you perceive e current situation, some might think its unfair(most probably those not involve in e loss), some might think its fair(most probably those involve in e loss). One for all, all for one, total bullshit lo, most of e new staffs just do things for their own benefits, hai.. Yeah, I do respect JJ for what he have achieved, e determination he put in & for e shits he went through. But at times I feel sad on how e company management is being run, if only I'm not in e army now, I will sure do something about it.
Manpower is a neverending issue, not because of not enough people but e lack of talented staff..

Anyway, I got a replacement camera phone,K750i. Actually, I dont really need it, if not for some hidden agenda, grins~... Ya, went for some drinks at Haagen Dazs, I ordered... Diao, I forget liao, think its call blue paradise? I remember its ingredients are blue curaco, kao, I forget e rest too! I'm getting old, so I think I should turn in & sleep liao...

I am very very very very tire...

Aches; super tire too, must be e damn 5km run yesterday. From e start, e down slope 500m was a bonus, I chiong down lo, 1st time taking e route ma. Passed by teck whye then all e way to bbdc, saw my seconday school! Haha, spent a good 4 years of my life there, nostalgic lo.. Anyway, I was quite blur la, ran past e turning point without realising it, lol. Luckily, one of e safety marshal knew me, then asked how many km I supposed to run, Zzzz, I looked so stupid then. Yeah, I like e morning fresh air, sort of rejuvante me cos I was in a 'seh seh' state before e run, I was actually late for it :) So, running back was e from e same route I came, then I was thinking 'Oh fuck, e downslope!' I had a hard time running up e slope la,everyone practically just walked up la & I ran 3/4 of it before resigned to walking. The slope really killer lo, it was like doing soc, just finished jumping off from low ramp, song.. Not bad for my 1st attempt, 29mins for 5km, bad timing though. Nevermind, I will be doing that on a regular basis le. Back to office, nothing to do, so I slept for like 2 hrs there? Hehe, I found a secret place on e 2nd floor, its e previous mess which is no longer in use. Inside, there is a pool table with cues & balls, can go there train le! & e best thing is, free new paper!!(Seems like on 12pm sharp, someone will throw 2 stack of it onto e window ledge o.O)
Late evening, met up with james, marcus, xiu & crystal at orchard.No one knew where to go & what to do, so we kept walking till we reached Heeren. Lol, I wanted to eat ice kachang, tamade, james veto it; went to starbucks instead. Great, I finally get to drink e banana with cream frappucino. Sian, they kept grilling me there; cos I cant make it for e hongkong trip in June. Hai, I have too much personal commitments & my army schedule also very tight for e next few months. Sorry la, next trip I sure go! Hehe, I got to watch Love & Honour! Initially james didnt want to catch late night movie, but really nothing to do la, cos with e girls around, we cant play Lan :( I fell asleep during trailers, lol, very tire lo..The show was nice, very touching with abit of humour inserted. Sia la, one part kept replaying in my mind; when e samurai finally admitted to his wife that he's blind. She retorted "How can you dont let me worry about you, I want to be worried about you；我想为你牵挂.." Diao, I tear 3 times during e show, sob.. Anyway e wife(super chio) was really good to her husband, faithful to him & tending to his needs even when he's blind. I also want a spouse like this :) End of e show, I was very tire liao, until james said that he going to find his sister at a selegie bar, turned out to be e same one that we were celebrated for victor's birthday last year.

Alright, I wanted to have some drinks, thats why tagged along, marcus & xiu didnt go, guess they have something important to do? Haha, they were tired too... So, james ordered a bottle of chivas; I very scare of drinking red wine now, maybe not, by next week? Zzzz, his cousin also working there, end up me & james have to drink tiger beer, yucks! Mixing again, zzzz, e effects were coming in. Then late night supper at Mr bean, I just keep eating; only ate lunch yesterday. On e way home, I fell asleep in e cab, guess that having another person around will help? Used to be that last time, but I didnt take it for granted. Argh..I thinking too much again, got to go tanglin halt later to order ting's birthday cake, she's turning 3years old on 1st may! Still have to attend company meeting at night, maybe go home sleep after that, hee..
Thinking of you just make me smile, especially your sillyness :p arrgh, you not working today, Zzzzzz...

What happened?

Wa, this week passed quite fast, though its still not e end of e week yet. Monday, I got to know 2 cute little things. They were from my cousin; his hamster just gave birth, so he gave us a pair.

Grey in color, cute seh.. My sister keep playing with them.

Went for imt on tuesday, to practise on our shooting skill, it was quite fast, half day event. Spent e night at bukit panjang library with xiaoyi, went there to get adobe photoshop & flash 8 materials. Yeah, I got my fengyun series 3 part 8 & 9, finally got them, still left book 10 :( Next, we were at starbucks slacking, I got a banana coffee & xiaoyi, green tea frappucino. At first, e banana coffee tasted nice; as in exotic? But e more I drank it, e more it taste funny, lol..

Alright, Wednesday was at e range, my $200 gone le; my group missed e marksmanship criteria of 80%. I was there from morning 6am till 11pm, damn shag. Back in bunk, I didnt get a decent sleep, e room was too stuffy, unlike e previous one in BRC. So woke up today morning, I went to draw rifle to clean, end up sleeping most of e time, with e chamber brush dangling out from my hand. Luckily nothing to do, I managed to book out at 1pm, rush back home to change for Jun rong's wedding.

Main event of e week

With ample time, I rush down to Vivocity to get my replacement sim card back from Starhub. Luckily, POSB was just beside, I managed to get my replacement atm card too, however, instead of e normal atm card, they issued me e POSB 'GO' card. Initially, when e counter staff told me, I was wondering how did I get to be eligible for "GOLD" card. Until e staff showed it to me, then I knew that I had listened wrongly, Zzzzz. After that, I headed down to Katong complex, Junrong's wedding was held there. Lol, went there too early, ended up sitting alone looking at e video where he went to fetch e bride; Amy, quite sweet sia, their outing photos taken was also very nice(cost $5k leh). Somehow, it invoked some memories; they were playing tricks on my mind; my emotions were building up. Ya, thanks for trying to cheer me up :) 630pm, e solemnisation took place in e restaurant itself, I was just beside them taking video of e whole process. 1st time so close, somemore as an adult, I was witnessing an event most people view it as one of their most important event of their life. It was very touching, especially e part when they exchanged vows followed by e wearing of their rings. Haha, I cried, for 2 reasons. One, I was very happy for him, e other, I felt sorry for myself. Well, nothing much to elaborate. Thereafter, I remained composed throughout e dinner, did think of chionging red wine again, haha! But, I wasnt allowed to, my buddy wedding leh.. Towards e end of e dinner, you messaged me, dont know why, I felt warmth in it. Hence, I wanted to meet her. Next, everything just fell into place, ended up meeting in e middle of paya lebar mrt middle platform, wahaha. Eh, I dont think you looked like crap, haha. As usual, you never fail to make me smile, especially e last one, grrr.... Glad to see you..

Sian...

It ended badly yesterday; for me. When I woke up at 4am plus, my V3i, T10 & wallet were nowhere in sight. e photos, argh!!!

Yesterday...
Afternoon, met up with Junrong, got my baileys caramel from him for $40 & his wedding tab. I was asked to help him on e wedding day; ushering, crowd control etc. Well, think I going to take a day or half day off. Haha, I must see his solemnisation ceremoney! but I'm still undecided on what to wear. After that, went to clinique to visit that idiot, it was then I knew what really happened,no wonder she was so down for e past few days. I was worried & thinking of who to approach. Qinqing!! Babe, thanks for your advices! Luckily, I made her smile :) haha.. With e book & e cookies, la pi zhu anne will at least last you one day? LOL.. Ya, didnt went to library, I was suppose to get e books on flash 8 & adobe photoshop, but her issue was more important. Die liao lo, will be having a hard time at work. Then, met up with marcus at city hall to get victor's present; Zara tshirt & a pair of sony earphones. Shortly, victor came to pick us up & we went over to MOS. They were having a private event, so only smoove was available then, no wonder free entry la, crowd was bad, maybe too early? Haha, but we managed to sneak into e event through e guys' toilet(Guys who go there will know why). Kinda turn off, because all malays. So after much hesitation, we went over to Zouk, lots of chiobu! As usual, james was e last to reach. Ya, there is no waiver even if you open a bottle in zouk, diao. So, we ordered a bottle of chivas. Before that, I had to drink a tequila shot; I dont know why. Followed by lychee martini; I also dont know why james ordered that, looked damn girly when drinking it. Sian, mixer was green tea & I hate green tea with chivas, so I drank nit. 2 bottles of red wine came next. Well, Joel & Huien joined us halfway, I saw e tag & I want it! 1st to lalaland again; Victor! Lousy lo, so fast dropped first. Marcus wasnt feeling well, so I accompanied him to e gents. Similar scenario again, after coming out of e toilet, he wanted to get out of Zouk. Went outside, sat at a stone ledge, totally e same situation like e time @ Clinic! I was too tired, so I sat down too, as my wallet & camera were in e back of my pockets, I took them out & placed it beside me. I fell asleep twice, 1st time because my handphone slipped out of my hand, then I picked it up & fell asleep again. The rest is history, dont need say le. No more red wine with liquer again!! I did went back this afternoon with victor to look for it; no trace...
Sorry for losing e phone that I received for my birthday..
Eh, but I wasnt really sad about losing e items. Ya la, it does feel abit pain though; e value of e stuffs. What really matter e most, are e photos; I just took them yesterday lo!! Argh.. I have to make another trip down again & this time round it wouldnt be easy le...

WTF, all lost!

PEK CEK AR!!!!! I lost my wallet, camera & v3i!!! Fuck, all e photos gone, especially e ones I took yesterday! Wtf, dont come & provoke me now...

Icecream

Tire.. Nope, it isnt because of MOS, anyway I didnt club yesterday night, Victor was too tired to go, hence, brought forward to tonight, lol! Yesterday night 1st stop island creamery @ Serene center! I was craving for icecream e whole afternoon lo, damn e meeting, I only got to leave camp at 7pm, ZZZzz. Luckily, I managed to persuade shiyan to come fetch me from my house, songbo? Haha.. Peiwen was already there. It was my treat, cos those 2 idiots kept saying I should have went there myself, lalalala. So, Peiwen had banana & strawberry sorbet, shiyan teh terik & nutella & mine; horlicks & black sesame! Haha, guess I'm good at reading girls' choice of food? When it was my turn to order, I asked shiyan whether peiwen will like banana anot, he said yes. Then I was hesitated a moment, hehe, actually I wanted to order banana flavor myself la! Wahahaha, dont kill me, I like banana what. In e end, she end up eating shiyan nutella, I ate my share & her remaining banana/ strawberry, shiok!
Next, went over to Tang Shui @ river valley cos peiwen wanted to eat desserts. Haha, there was a period when after clubbing at Zouk, I will go over there to have some drinks & food. Okie la, e food is normal, maybe it was e alcohol that made them tasty then? Sian, supposed to watch movie one, but peiwen no mood. Joel joined us shortly; he just came over from MOS. Diao, nowhere to go, they suggested going Serangoon Gardens. Peiwen; buck up on your driving skills!
In e end, we will at a corner at chomp chomp drinking sugar cane & .... playing poker cards, Zzzzz. Dont know why, after e dinner, I was very lethargic, maybe its because of e guard duty, my eyes kept closing. Upon reaching home, I had watery stools again. On e bed, I was thinking about some past events, slept at around 4am which explains why I'm still so tire now.
Revelation; feelings, hard to fathom someone's feelings. The more you want to know, e further it gets you away from e truth. Heh, hope everything turns out for you fine, I'm worried, yet I dont know how to get across e message to you. I dont want to see you being moody. Nevermind, I shall make you smile later...

Time constraint...

Hehe, blogging in one of e branches. I just came back from guard duty rest, it was a last minute duty, I only knew it like 3hrs beforehand yesterday. But okie la, 1st time doing guard duty in e new camp, somehow thoughts ran wild again. Maybe I was too tired, luckily I had my phone around, messages make wonders, wahahaha..
Hmm, sorry? I didnt mean to invoke your sad memories. Last night during sentry, Xiaoyi was asking me what is e biggest regret of my life? Well, nothing much to say about e regret, it's already e past le, I cant do anything about it now. Even if I can, things might not even turn out to be rosy after all. Anyway, I was too bo liao, went to ask someone else about her regret too; bad move.. Time, most of e time; always ba, manipulate how events turn out in my life. Whatever concern with it, e end result most likely end up badly. Examples? Plentiful.. Can be people, can be some insignificant events & even items. Haha, I just have to live with it, e daily constant battle with it. Lol, & I thought I was turning 23years old this year, guess that e thoughts of mine that I'm too old really make me think that I'm that old le. Hai, I miss e days in Sispec, have no appointments; hence no responsibility plus e total freedom to do almost anything I want & e most important; to book out freely everyday :) I miss e days before NS too, where most of e time I will be working, night time going out with Joyce or my friends/colleagues to play dota/pool, catch a movie, have a drink at paulaner or meet up for get along session. I'm turning 22 soon by August this year! & I havent meet e goal I set when I was 17yrs old, closest to it was when I hitted 19. Arrgh.... Nevermind, I shall have fun with marcus & victor tonight, again short of one, this time round; james. He got to do duty, tamade, next time informed me earlier ma! I already told him last week liao, but he didnt get back to me, Zzzzz...MOS tonight lo!
If only I had met you earlier, that will be good :( Miss you..

Diarrhea strikes back

Zzzz, e diarrhea is back again. I cant figure e source at all, its either e cookhouse food or e canteen both. Worse scenario, both. So, I decided, no more food from this camp, I'm going to have my dinner when I book out & bread for breakfast & lunch while in camp. Met up with shiyan yesterday night for coffee at 6th avenue coffee bean, saw lots of nice ladies; seem like well-educated - from e way they talk, rich - clothes they wear(haha, i presume) & nice figures! Lol, most of e time we talked about army life, in fact, all e time la. Eh, but it never bores me out, though everytime it revolves around army life. Somehow, in e middle of our topic we will be talking about our future, yeah, I will drive you around when you come back from Australia.
Today, 1st day of work as as intel spec. Okie la, its quite slacking, not because I'm lazy but there isnt any work to be done. However, when exercises come in, all hell will run loose in my department, then I will have to stay in do all e paperwork till night liao. So, I shall enjoy while I can :) Anyway, commandos like Beng only use muscle, never use brain, therefore he thinks that this is an ah gua job, come on, without us, you can have intelligence report meh? Enough said, I dont want to see your further comments on this thing. Please dont be so bo liao, go concentrate on your exam papers la! ZZzzz, clubbing is not a good place to meet girls & I still have my stand on that. It happened only that once, but it was an good accident, haha.. Those that understand will know what I'm saying, as for those that dont, dont bother.
Hai, e air of confidence around me. Do I seem like a confident person to people or do e things I did let people have e confidence in me? Yeah, some people might take it as being proud; I do take pride in e things that I have accomplished. Hmm, arrogant? Ya, I will be that; especially when people doubt my abilities, but its more like I'm taking a stand, defending myself ba. Well, more than often, it worked for me, paving my way through difficulties. The downside, hmm, affects my r/s with my significant other. Lol, I also dont know how this confident thingy came about, I think I only realised it when one of my mentor(Dave) pointed it out to me. Thankfully, most of e time I didnt disappoint those that placed their faith in my confidence. The only time that I fell badly, most were there to witness it. Well, I promised myself it wouldnt happen again. Zzz, I also dont know why I'm blabbering all these shit, just feel damn moody now, partly maybe is because of e diarrhea. Actually there's something else that I want to say out, but... arrhhh!!!!

New posting!

Sad, did road marshall in e morning at teck whye area today, damn embarassing la. I was wearing admin attire with e green vest & I looked like a complete toot. Back in camp, received news that I will be doing guard duty this week for Wednesday & Friday, it was a last minute decision by HQ & I wasnt even suppose to be in e list in e 1st place. Siao lo, Friday suppose to be celebration for victor's birthday, how? Sudden, e thought of you came into my mind, heh, dont know why, everytime I feel down, 1st person I think of will be you :) I fell asleep after messaging, around 10am, I received a call from pradeep ' Get yourself ready by 1045, warrant ng going to interview you later' Omg, I was damn happy, finally, e chance to go to S2 branch(intelligence branch). The interview went on smoothly but I was told not to put in too much hope cos my OC might not let me be transferred over. Nevermind, at least there is some hope huh? Had lunch with xiaoyi & pradeep, dont know why xiaoyi keep psychoing us to eat at e canteen instead; maybe of my my diarrhea scare? haha.. After that, as usual, back to bunk sleep again. I think this should be e best thing that happen this 2 weeks, I was awaken by one of e troopers, seems that a officer was looking for me. I quickly changed to my attire then went over to coy office. Warrant Ng was there, 1st thing that he did is to shake my hand ' Are you still interested to join us?' I replied 'Yes Sir!' with a smile. 'Welcome then...' Song la! I become intel spec le, woohoo!! Can book out every night lo! No more SOC! Wahahahahahaha! 2nd good new is that, my guard duty will be cancelled, friday night can go out with victor, james & marcus liao! The last good news; I got my new bottle of Baileys caramel! Wee... Junrong got it for me at DFS, getting it from him in e weekend, then have a good chat with him on e progress for his wedding preparation. Hmm, I wonder if you will be free on e 27th, hehe. Let me know if possible ba..
Alright folks, got to go bath le, shall update it another time, ciao!

Great; its only monday..

My 1st posting in my new camp,spent e whole day sleeping in e bunk, didnt went to cookhouse; my meals were solely on bread cos e medicines only helped temporarily? Haha, but I just went to e specialist mess & got chicken cutlet takeaway; really sick & tire of e bread. Sian, this kind of daily routine really bores me out, cant play e psp at e moment cos I just completed e game, cant msn(somehow it's disable in this kiosk) & today is only e 1st day of e week, fuck.So, I'm left with only one option; sleep. Cannot la, I already slept the whole morning le & I thought there will be nights out, then I can go have coffee with either Victor or Shiyan. Nothing much on tv too, most of e shows sucks, neh, I dont really like to watch tv shows. Hai, Shiyan dont envy my 'zhoubo', I rather be doing some paperwork now. Yeah, Junrong coming back from Taiwan today, gonna ask him get baileys caramel from DFS, haha, that idiot getting married in a week time, I'm still thinking of what to wear, maybe e usual shirt & jeans ba, if not then I going down to G2000 this weekend to get something nice :)

Anyway, anybody got this album called 'Private Lounge' & 'Fade' by solu music & Kimblee? For e former, I saw it at HMV, but it's damn expensive! $70++ i remembered, so I'm looking for a copy that I can burn :) As for e latter, I cant seem to find it online, so whoever has it, send it to me! Lol, some people are rather cute, ownself sick also never go see doctor, still say me :p Well, drink lots of water then, hope you get well soon..
I'm damn bore..

Diarrhea again lo..

Diarrhea again, whats wrong man? I think I need to visit e MO again on monday. Hai, no matter what things I eat, they just come out as liquid form, sian. 1st half of e day, I stayed at home playing dota with Beng, typical huh? Then I went over to Chocolate Bar at Robinson Quay with Peiwen; I dont like chocolate, but I didnt tell her as she was e one who suggested going there, somemore she accompany me out, thanks for it babe! & I also wanted to go out badly, if not later have to book in by 2300hrs, must cherish e freedom I have! Hehe..Diao, 90% of e stuffs contain chocolate(agaration), while e remaining 10%; 9% of it contains milk stuff which I cant take cos asian have a low tolerance of lactose which will make my current condition even worse. So left e 1%; I ordered strawberry tea, e only choice I had, but I wanted something sweet too, caramel icecream was next(contains milk too, but I fuck care liao) Well, took a trip down memory lane again while narrating my not so glorious past. She also has her fair share too, wahaha.. Still early when we finished our drinks, so I suggested to catch a movie at Great World city. Still e same, e path which I always take, plus additional new condos on e right bank of e river.

Considered one of e nicest spots in S'pore, just feel very at peace with e quiet surroundings. Happy memories here :( Argh...

The fireworks started it all, zzz

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The cost of freedom, given a choice will you want to be single or attach? I posed it to Peiwen, actually it was more like I'm asking myself. Hmm, I have never felt tied down in a r/s, in fact I have never felt any loss of freedom. However, I wouldnt really have e ease to hang out with my female friends nor having guys night out anytime I want. Haha, but I seem fine;maybe happier when you were around? No offence to e rest ar, I do enjoy all your company too! :) Truth is, I dont really enjoy being single la, its not that I'm scare of being alone; I still love you. Neither am I finding any replacement to replace you, thats why I never search for one. Ya, I did chance upon a nice lady, who managed to sway my heart with just one awkward encounter, lol!! Hai, but chances are slim, maybe no chance at all? Well, I will still try, at least I have more faith in her :p

LOVE

I have never expect life to be a bed of roses,

its thru hardship tat one learns to appreciate;

thru loss tat one learns to cherish;

thru pain tat one gains wisdom;

But I still prefer to use my emotions to make decisions.

LOVE

p.s: If you are wondering why I called, cos I wanted to tell you gdnite, hee...

I survived! Its a miracle!

I'm having headache again.. Thanks to Marcus & James for yesterday night of excessive drinking; we went to Zouk yesterday night. As usual, always short of one; Victor!! 1st person I saw at e entrance; Siqi's girlfriend, dont need to say anything liao, I was just praying hard silently that my night wouldnt be ruined---> I think anyone who was in my position will just start to believe in any higher being & pray for some miracle to happen. Heh, Marcus arrived shortly, so we went in 1st for a short visit, e crowd was big! Not bad huh, considered that it was around 11pm. Then James arrived, he was on a drinking spree; he is on sailing today, so must leave by 1am. Hence, he wanted to entertain us with e drinks & hope that we can knocked out fast. Haha, how is it possible? 1st wave of liquer onslaught; 2 jugs of whisky dry( Luckily I say whisky dry, if not it would be long island tea, confirm knock out) & a bottle of red wine. Ya, e red wine doesnt make sense, its obvious that idiot wanted to knock us out. Nevermind that, cos I drank e most, James kept using his usual tactics, ' dont want to drink r? Ok lo, I go off liao', bastard right, always use this kind of idiotic tactic. we drank, played e usual games, then went off to Phuture. Alright, I have to admit, yesterday night RnB is good. Then, went back to Zouk again, 2nd wave of drinks. Heng, just one bottle of red wine; then we play 4-up. Its amazing that just a simple no. game, can make one screw up so easily, of course, must be abit tipsy la. But I'm good in that! So, they drank e most this time round, hehe.. Actually, after this point, I dont remember clearly e events le. We just kept shuffling in, out of Zouk & Phuture, lastly ended up in Zouk, trance! Those 2 idiots gave me e sian face... Okie la, then we realised our tickets still not claimed! Oh I remember! Before e long island tea, me & Marcus took one shot of tequilla each, James, you evil. Actually quite sian of e usual drinks, so I ordered screwdriver, basically just vodka orange la, Marcus followed suit. Cb, those 2 fuckers pushed me all e 4 glasses instead, it was supposed to be one each! Lol, I managed to reach home in one piece, not in drunken mode! Its a miracle!

Seriously, I was looking forward to e clubbing, stuck in that stupid camp. My daily routine ( Wake up at 0700, if want breakfast 0630, 1st parade 0730, go to sleep. Wake up at 1100, 1130 midday, followed by lunch, then sleep. 1700 wake up, 1730 last parade, follow by dinner, sleep again!) This kind of boring schedule makes one crazy lo & e boredom is killing me slowly! Sometimes we must thanks those console makers like Sony & Nintendo, without e handheld plaything, I sure die in this camp; to boredom. Anyway wednesday no more clubbing for me le, I will miss mambo night, ZZz.. So, dont msg me wednesday go this, go there, I WILL KILL YOU GUYS. Ya, someone gave me a big scare la, I thought something bad happened to you, make me gan cheong for no reason, arghh.. Hmm, hope that things are going fine for you now, sorry that I cant do anything to help, maybe just a listening ear & some advices ba. Offline so fast, I miss you la!

Still sick..

2 words; FUCK UP; totally, utterly, completely. Just reached home from my new camp, damn, it took me 1hr 20mins to get home, worse still, I have to book in by 1130pm later.
Reached e camp at 730am yesterday, we were lost for like 40mins cos Xiaoyi's father didnt know e exact way to e camp. Had our 11b exchanged for temporary pass at Pass office. Next, 300m upslope, excruciating, considering e big duffel bag I was pulling all e way up, followed by a 100m downslope to our camp. Nbcb, I have no idea why those fuckers wanted to build e camp on top of a hill, to make it much more visible as a target for aerial bombing? Waited an hour for e interview, I was told that e cookhouse wasnt much visited except for e 'trainees', outbreaks were common, seems that there's a problem with e hygiene. The fever wasnt doing anything good, I had no appetite, skipped lunch. Then came e posting orders, Xiaoyi got into e same branch as Pradeep as an OPs spec, whereas for me.. Fucking shit, I kena posted to a brigade recce company. At first I was told I will become a sniper in a sniper platoon & also as an Ops spec, however, there isnt any sniper platoon in e coy. Am I to be train individually? Sounds cool right? _l_ From then onwards, I went into super low mood, really damn sian la. I have to do SOC again, field camp, route march, arggh!!!! So e whole day was spent sleeping as e whole coy was out in Taiwan for training. Evening, played around an hr of basketball with Xiaoyi, e court just below my bunk; I think that is e only good thing about this camp.
Today morning, I received two good news. First from Pradeep, he was informed that I will be trained as a sniper, then transferred to 7SIB to become platoon sergeant. WTF! How can this happen? Hopefully, CPC can do something about my posting, I want to be an Intel spec instead, so that I can book out every night! Hai, currently I can only book out on Tues & Thurs. Wrong, its nights out, know e difference? Nights out mean have to be back in camp at night, book out means that you can book in e next day morning. Second, it came from e toilet management, I visited e same cubicle 3 times today, diarrhea, total liquid & I thought I only ate at e canteen? Not e cookhouse. Omg, that place really suck to e core. Siao la, if it persist again, I also want to find MO certified me excuse cookhouse + canteen :p Btw, Shiyan & Peiwen you two idiots, just now call me to suan siao rit, I miss my freedom, ZZzzz. Arghh!!! I dont want to be there la! Maybe it still not that bad la, because e officers are quite nice, they enlisted on e same day as me too. Haha, enough of e complaining, actually, these are not e main concerns on my mind. I'm going to smuggle my PSP in. Hmm, wonder how Shih is doing after e operation, hope that nothing happen to her. Believing in destiny? I dont want to explain anything on it, no point bringing up e closed chapter. Ya, thanks for your clever suggestion, you should try it on yourself; let me know if you succeed huh? ZZzzz.. Lol, I see that someone has fallen in love.. with e scenary of Marina bay. Hope that your fever has subside liao :)

Sick..

Damn seh now, keep having on/off headaches. My body is aching too, must be e fever; e panadol is not working!! I spent e whole day in shop, didnt do much, in fact most of e time I was sitting down & Ken was serving most of e customers. I remember there was once, two years back, I fell so sick until I couldnt get out of bed, thankfully, that is e only one in my whole life. If not, this time round, nobody to take care of me le..
Rewind to yesterday, Shiyan picked me up in e afternoon & met up with Peiwen with coffee at Paragon. Idiot, keep letting e both of us guess where she will be working, scare e 2 of us go disturb you meh? Lol.. After that, I went over to Far East plaza with Shiyan for my haircut; damn sad la, e hairs were e longest since I enlisted into army. No choice, e new camp too strict, speaking of which, I really dread going there. Dont know why, maybe its because of e lack of freedom or I just miss Sispec too much? Argh... Back to topic, after accompanying me there, Shiyan went home 1st. I went over to Orchard library after e cut, haha, guess that most of e people will say ' Sure anot? You got go library one?' Well, I do & its quite often, hehe.. Around 830pm, went over to Great World city to catch 'Shooter'. Its a nice show, for guys, I dont think e gers will like it (Its nice to shoot people at a far distance, yet nobody know its you & where you are; EVIL..)
Fuck la, I dont know how I got e fever, it just sudden come in e afternoon, at first I just experience headache & e occasional backache, then I felt my forehead, it was warm lo, zzzz. Hmm, maybe you didnt notice it, I tried to seek comfort in you? Stupid, I should be sleeping now, but I choose to wait up for you. Sorry, I going to knock out soon, shall try messaging then..

Fun at Clinic!

I woke up again. This is e 3rd time I wake up since this morning, e sms always come when I'm just into deep sleep, zzzz. Still reeling from e effects of red wine; I realised it always make me feel very thirsty e following day.
After finishing my previous entry yesterday, e whole afternoon was spent talking to one of my friend's sister, looks like his r/s is getting worse, even his family cant do a single thing about it. He himself arent getting any better, from e sensible guy I know, hai.. I dont wish to comment any further. Let's just hope that he get back to his senses asap. Yeah, evening Victor came over to fetch me, then we went over to Bedok to meet up with James, Marcus & Xiu. Reached there too early, actually not, dinner was agreed on 7pm, but James couldnt make it so early, hence changed to 8pm. I was quite upset for awhile, shouldnt have even reply e sms, it was just meant to lighten things up. ZZzz, but it got worse, somehow you dont know that my family has too ya? I'm not blaming you, just that you are too sensitive for your own good or maybe its just towards me. Well, finally got my greeting cards for my officers, got to write some funny stuffs in it & pass it to one of e trainees; I wouldnt be able to visit them liao, no chance of even passing by the camp. James couldnt make it, citing 'busy' o.O . Ok lo, in e end, only 4 of us ate at e hawker centre, ordered quite a spread. There were curry chicken, fried kway tiao, fried oyster omelet, chicken/mutton satay, rojak, popiah & fried carrot cake.

Haha, cant finish in e end, cb Marcus kept asking me to eat somemore, I getting fatter liao la! After dinner, met James at The Cathay, before he arrived, played a game of dota with those two guys, humilating defeat la.. Watched 'The Reaping' , its something about believing in god & some prophecy made by an anti-christ sect. Knn, e sound effect really good, I was scared by e sounds at least twice. Haha, normally people see 'miracles', mine different, I heard one yesterday night. It goes ' Ok la, today no problem, I can play until morning, just find me some place which I can sleep' --> It came from Victor, idiot, he always have to go home early la, give us all sort of archipalia reasons, but surprisingly, he told us that, without even us asking! One stupid event that took place; Victor was parking his car at Clarke Quay multistorey carpark, before then, they passed me a bag when I was sitting at e front seat, naturally I took it out with me when we alighted ma, so those 3 were laughing at me; ' We going clubbing leh, you bring Victor's bag for fuck?' then I realised how stupid I was, mockery. Great, we headed to MOS, cos free entry ma, but I was inside for 2mins, then came out; Marcus cant go in, 3/4 shorts not allowed, fucking shit. So, went over to Clinic. The servers were hot la, Victor kept looking at them, Marcus & me werent spare too. Haha, I wanted to buy one 'sugar' for Victor, basically its a cocktail, but in syringe form, then e 'nurse' will feed it to your mouth personally, grins~~~ Beng will sure like it? Wahaha.. All red wine siao nowadays, 4 guys drank 3 bottle of red wine. Victor damn weak lo, thought that he was always e most zhai one, he got drunk, half dead, slumping on e couch.

Marcus & James were hungry, left Clinic at around 4am, was on e way to Macdonalds, saw alot of people who took e pavement as their bed, lol. Quite a handful of drunk ladies, some were squatting in quite 'awkward' position, haha. I was guessing e color, hehe.. Then, I brought Victor to my house to stay for e night as he couldnt drive. Haha, really fun night, talk alot of cock. Hehe, I was thinking of you then, luckily you woke up :) 2 days of intense clubbing, fun sia, but very tire..Anyway, took a video clip on Victor while eating, totally shagged out, will upload it later as my video. Enjoy!

Trance; I heard "sound of goodbye!"

My buttocks ache, same goes to my feet; for different reasons. Haha, its been a long time since I last cycled. Yesterday, went over to Holland v, followed by a tour to some of e richest & nicest houses in S'pore at 6th avenue & Cluny park by Shiyan; on bicycles. I saw alot of chic expensive cars, wtf, some houses even got 4 cars (Mercedes, BMW, Jaguar). One even got 2 Bentley parked side by side. So, I was thinking, how long am I going to work in order to land one of those houses. Ya, it did set me thinking about my future job & e salary cap; I definitely need to start my own business. We also cycled to Serene center, last time I went there when I was sec 1 or 2? Haha, used to go there & play magic cards. Anyway, we had ice cream there, e shop was published in e Straits times as one of e best places to have ice cream in S'pore, nod nod; must try e burnt caramel & coconut swirl flavor! Next time if you guys got car, can bring your significant other there. After e tour, we headed back to his house. Zzzz, I received a sms, was contemplating to go anot, had to persuade James & Marcus 1st, hehe. Shiyan wanted to have a rest, so we were sitting at a stone table near his house, tamade, I kena hit by a football & my 6100 flew, no damage though, until now, e after effect takes a long time to set in? Lol... More cycling sessions to come, Shiyan going to get a bicycle rack so that we can go East coast area to cycle, weee! Thanks pal, for sending me & my "carlachia" home. Night time, met up with Siqi, Nicholas & e other guy I forgot his name, at Selegie. Supposed to go play Lan with them till 10pm plus, but I needed to go down Double O ma, though I dont like that club. Zzz, then received sad news, haha.. In e end, went down to Zouk with Siqi( He already wanted to go with his sis), had to "abandon" e rest, sorry.. I also couldnt cancel e outing too, already asked James & Marcus out liao, had to entertain them liao( Haha, dont kill me if you 2 sees this :p)Siqi best la, said what 1st time never go clubbing, entrance fee so cheap with 2 free drinks(had to be claim before 11pm); $15, before 10pm la. Damn good idea la, I thought. Fuck, we reached there at 940pm, stamped, lingered around at Copthorne King hotel then went in at 1050pm to claim e drinks, ordered a jug of whisky dry. Peng, Siqi told me he only knew it yesterday that 4 tics can claim a jug, rofl!! Marcus reached 1st & we waited for James till 1150pm, so much for being early, zzz, I was already in sleeping mode. But also good la, cos James wanted to get long island tea, but while waiting in queue, it past 12, if not 2 jugs of it sure seh one. I was very moody then. So, walked around phuture, headed back to Zouk, James ordered red wine. I think I drank e least, Dononvan came over & chatted with me, saw Kenneth too! So I managed to siam a few session. Knn, James must be feeling 'winey'? Ordered 2nd bottle, this time round, Siqi's sister came along, haha , asked them to drink, if not 'mei wan mei liao'. His sister changed alot sia, totally 360 change, quite cute now, muahaha..All RnB siao, so ended up in phuture for most of e night, maybe its a frequent of listening to e songs, I kinda adjusted to it? But I still dont like RnB, haha. Anyway, damn funny la, Siqi keep making those suggestive dance move to Sining's girl friend; I was squatting at one corner laughing, peng. 3pm onwards, went over Zouk to check it out. Trance!!! Comic gate! Great, 1st time I dance on podium! I think I was e only one enjoying? Haha, James & Marcus sian ji bua, just stand at one side, orbi la, always listen Rnb, must listen to trance too! At least I found one more trance lover, Sining told me she like it! Yeah, I stayed on e podium till 4pm, they keep tugging me to go over Phuture, we did; but already closed! Wahaha, danced till 430 plus, then left Zouk.

Breakfast? Or supper? was at prata shop again; Marcus vomitted, damn, I didnt take photo of it, lol. Reached home at 6am, bath liao, then slept soundly until I received a phone call to take back my things, Zzzz...Maybe I should go for Groove Armada sound system tonight! Overall, quite happy, though I was waiting for a msg reply :(

Hmm, I realised that most of e time I'm thinking about you, questions to why it happen, always give me e same answer. I wished that, haha, cant say it out. What makes you so special? Dont know, I just feel happy talking to you, e simple actions that you did always put a smile on my face? Crazy, that's what you are thinking right? Seriously, it will be good if e bet is counted, dont know how to reply or fall asleep? Hehe. Dont always keep me guessing, hee..

moody...

fuck.. I feel damn screwed up again..

Silly idiot...

Sian, e monday lecture was a big screw up; e lecture was held half an hr late because e person in charge of e keys was late, to think that friday afternoon I had already tied down with that bastard. Then, one of e lecture room projector spoilt. Great, I had to spend 1hr to troubleshoot it. Halfway through e lecture, me & Xiaoyi were informed by our clerk that our posting has finally come. Ya, I should be happy right? No! Fucking shit, I kena posted to 3SIB, at Upper Bukit Timah road. Guess what, its that indian fucker who pulled us over. He really fucker lo, his chief clerk asked him whether are there are any more 'on e ball' ooc like him, cos they are shortage of manpower there. So he came up with this great idea, he told him that we are still in SISPEC, thus we will be transferred over there. Reason being, he told us he was too lonely in that camp. Nnb, I'm going to rape him once I see him. Hai, though I wanted to post out badly, I would at least prefer a 8-5 posting, fuck la, this camp is stay-in one & its damn strict. Unlike my current camp, I really enjoyed e freedom lo, can book out everyday, Zzzzzz... Luckily, I requested my officer to hold back my posting by at least a week, so most probably have to report to e new camp next monday. Then onwards, I was super moody e whole day. Strange, e next thing I did was to whip out my phone & msg you; it was like, hmm.... I just know that you can make me at least happy for awhile? haha.. Night time, played a few games of uno; been a long time since I last played it, I dont even remember most of e rules, wahaha, to think that we bet 5cents on each card, serving ns really bring e bordeom+lameness out of guys.
Today, another screw up again, this time round, I waited 1hr for a change of lecture room, partly its my fault, cos I didnt doublecheck e timeslot. So, kena one round of hearing. Afternoon was quite peaceful, slept all e way till 4pm plus, then booked out at 6pm. I forgot to get e cards for my officers, suppose to give it to them when I book out tommorow; a form of appreciation for e "care & guidance" they have given to me & Xiaoyi these past 5mths. Went downstairs just now, but NTUC dont have leh. Hmm, I was quite shock to receive a call from you, dont even know what to say then, just anyhow find things to say, haha, but I was quite happy? Not for long... I thought you were okie le, then sudden cried again, zzzz... Hai, I also at a loss, cos I dont know what to say to comfort you. Arrr, you really damn silly la, I dont want to hear you cry again can? Remembered what I told you that time? See la, you make me cant sleep in peace liao...
If I have e chance, I will use my bare hands to stop or even hold e raindrops, rather than telling you to stop...

April liao..

I should be sleeping now, cos later got to do a presentation at 8am. But I just finished bathing, cant sleep yet :) It was quite a quiet day, business was frisk, but still managed to get a decent profit at end of e day. Hehe, I finally got myself a new watch from DKNY, bought it at e watch shop beside mine. It was love at first sight, but I contemplated on it, cos its a female design, lol.. Eventually I bought it, cos I got a good price; I assumed & its just too hard to resist. Yeah, I also got a new camera, Sony DSC-T10, but its pink color; nb, dont say I gay. No choice leh, e customer trade-in one & it happen that I going to sell off my T9?(Any takers?$280 nia) Dinner, Shiyan came to pick me up & we dined at Crystal jade. Dont know why, I just dont like to eat there & its not because of e food. Anyway, it was on his treat, e mushrooms with oyster sauce damn solid la. Then it was e same old topics. Ya, I really wonder, why are all of your so eager to see me having a girlfriend? Shiyan said because he's used to see me having a girlfriend, Zzzzz. Joel & Huien also, always do e funny stuffs. Haha, its okie, at least I can get to do whatever I want, though I cant eat chilli now, something is really wrong with my stomach; whenever I take chilli, I sure have watery stools or have blood in it. So, I'm abstaining from chilli at e moment. Alright, time to sleep le, nights!

Deo Gratias...

Splitting headaches...

Woke up e 2nd time, e 1st was by e sound of msn again, wtf... Watched 'The no.23' with Beng, Shiyan & Peiwen last night at cineleisure. Took e new sbs bus 175, just need 15mins to reach orchard, cool. About e show; quite a nice thriller, makes you wonder that how good e human mind is, which allows one to block off e memories they had, especially e bad ones! After e show, had my only meal of e day at Hongkong cafe with Peiwen & Shiyan; Beng left because he need to go back home do his stuffs. The chicken curry is awesome, is a must try! But e milo dinosaur is pathetic, just a small cup, Zzzzz. So, we were there thinking about what to do on e later part of e night, decided to contact Siqi, long time never go out with him liao. Great, Shiyan suggested drinking at some nice scenic place. Haha, next moment, we were at my house, choosing e liquers (I can open wine cellar liao), took my half bottle baileys, barcardi rum & one small bottle of Jacob's Creek sparkling rose wine & 4 glasses. Then, went to pick Siqi up & stopped by a petrol station to get e mixers!

Destination: Kent Ridge Park. I thought it was some nice park with nice scenary. Indeed, e moment I stepped out of e car, I saw e car behind us, suddenly lights on; a couple, without top definitely, cos I could see their naked shoulders, were in their back seats. Grins~~ Nice place to make out seh.. & we were like "Lets go & check them out?" haha..Yeah, I made my 1st april's fool on someone & it succeeded! Lent me $1k? Wahaha, you sounded so shock, hehe.. Back to e park, we settled at a nearby pavilion, cos Siqi too lazy to walk. The scenary very nice lo, tamade, whole place just forest nia! It started with some casual talk, then followed by a game call "I ever had/ I never had" Basically, everyone take turns to say what they had done or had not done before & for e rest, if they had did e same thing, they need not to drink & vice versa. But if none of e floor drink, e speaker have to drink, get it? Abit confusing.. Siqi cb lo, said what 'I had launched a tank bridge before' ---> Wtf, who could have done it if you never served in an armour battalion before? Therefore, we agreed on a sex theme; I cant divulge e details though, hehe. But some damn plain stupid, by e end of e session, Shiyan was totally gone.

欧买尬！

Luckily, it was tied down that Peiwen only can drink a little, so that she can send us back home, those 2 jokers vomitted! Songbo! Scary, she kept speeding along e way, even challenged a subaru along e way, ZZzzz. In e end, I had to bring Shiyan to his apartment. Cos I had to open his door, I left him standing on his own. He fell, sprawling on e floor, lol! Then me & Peiwen each took a cab back home. Yeah, finally can start work again, I miss my $60! Where's my ripped Kitaro CD!