New song!

Not really a new song, but I only heard it yesterday! Its call 'Maria' from e show I watched yesterday, I'm hooked on e tune now! Haha.. & I loaded another song, genre trance; 'Advanced' from Marcel woods, enjoy!

Maria...........

Maria..ave maria.. Just finished watching e korean movie '200 pounds beauty', supposed to have watch it a few weeks back but I forgot about it. The song 'Maria' damn nice la & e actress damn chio lo! Before this, I was watching TNMT movie, kinda boring. Omg, 3am liao, hope that I dont oversleep again, been rushing to camp this few days :(

Why am I so tire...

Zzz, my eyelids are closing soon, I dont know why, I can feel tire e whole day one, even when there isnt any physical activities at all. For instance; yesterday night, I actually wanted to update e blog, but e bed was damn tempting, so I just lazed on it. Next moment, it was 650am on my phone, fucking shit, late again! Took a cab down to camp, poorer by $16 bucks, sian.. Afternoon, I was giving "battle orders" to my coursemates, I nearly fell asleep halfway thru, somemore in a standing position, best lo.. Nothing much happened for e past few days, except on sunday, went to watch Ocean's 13 with shih after work, her treat! Haha.. It was kinda draggy in e beginning, with abit of humor inserted in some parts & lasted around 2hrs. As for today, most of e time was drawing maps & doing presentation, somehow I got moody for no reason. I was bo liao too, end up asking my coursemates to gather around & talk about "lame jokes". Some really damn cold la, but it helped; I didnt fall asleep, wahahaha! Then just now, met up with shiyan & peiwen at Holland Village starbucks, I had Azuki again! Heh, 1st time playing poker cards in Starbucks, to think that it was shiyan who brought e cards himself & suggested playing with money; desperate time calls for desperate measures? End of e month liao ma, must do something to generate income. Hehe, I won e most in e end, thanks to 'daidee'!

Yeah, my hamster gave birth to 3 little babies on last friday. Without fail, I have been observing them daily after I come back from camp, especially on e mother hamster, showing her maternal instincts. There was once I saw it standing on 2 legs with e babies suckling at her tits? Sweet.. Haa..

Hai...

Its happening again! I'm back home before 11pm on a saturday night!
On e way back home, I was thinking about e significance of wedding rings; given to someone whom you love. Seems that it has lost it original purpose? If its important, how can anyone lose it so easily? Why are some people so scared to show it to others, especially in social events. Lol, I also dont know why I'm thinking all these, maybe I'm just trying to get an answer from myself; why am I still wearing it? Walking towards e lift, I received a startling sms from someone whom I cared alot. Seriously, I was damn pissed off with what he did, but I couldnt say much. Its something which I can never comprehend, but I didnt want you to think too much & cry over it. Thats why I tried to put things in a positive way, but I doubt you will get well easily, afterall I also wouldnt be able to take it if it happens on me. Hmm, dont think too much, things will definitely get better :)

Very tired now, I actually slept at 4am yesterday while waiting for a sms reply which didnt come, then tried to send one, but e Zzz monster beat me to it, lol. Played basketball with chang, beng & his friends at NUS in e morning, damn sian, his friends are good lo, kena thrashed until very jialat. The weather was also damn hot lo; my skin now have two tones, due to e jersey that I put on, vary degree of sunburnt. Then went home have a rest, late afternoon was spent at orchard road doing shopping, need to update my wardrobe liao. I think beng bought more things than me lo, I only bought one shirt from Zara. But thats enough, cos that piece cost me $90 bucks! Haha,alright la, I have been eyeing that piece since that time I saw it at vivocity on chang's birthday. 7pm, watched ' Hot Fuzz' at cineleisure with beng, quite a lame show? Some parts are quite funny, but e build up was boring, e action only came in at e last 20mins of e show. By e way, its an action comedy. Supposed to meet e poly gang after e show for dinner, but james couldnt make it. Then shiyan said lazy to go out, shih also going out too. I was getting tired liao, so didnt try callings other , hence reach home SO EARLY...

Tulance....

Fuck up, damn piss off today. Cos I was late for lesson & e fucking officer asked me to come in camp at 7am tommorow! How to reach there so early? Sure have to take cab. Of so many days, suey suey he chose today to catch latecomers & I suey suey overslept! There was another latecomer who came in earlier than me, but he only got scolding. When I reached e lecture room, he came over just to give me a stern lecturing. Great, I already tried to rush down, but overslept again in e bus & ended up in Tuas. Ah, I also didnt want to explain much to him, he purposely want to aim me, even my coursemate lamented that he like to pick on me. I should have taken MC la! But I wanted to attend e lesson today, some mapping software lesson, useful in my work when I go back to my brigade.

Yesterday wasnt a good day too. On e way home from camp, I started thinking about e past few years celebrations on JJ's birthday. I remembered once we were damn late for his birthday, think was 2 years back? Haha, we were doing some stuffs at home & they kept bombarding my phone, kinda stupid when I think of it now :) Went down tlh to meet up with my brother, ken, siqi, jj, qin & her sisters. As usual, last minute planning & we had to change our destination course 3 times with e taxi driver, e uncle also abit sian, lol. Ate at 'Chong qing lao huo guo' cos micheal said that e food there WAS good, heh, average lo.. Before e meal started, I was already damn sian, cos one of my staff didnt follow instructions, did some foolish mistakes & still got e cheek to push e blame. I was super tulan; he just kept giving stupid excuses. So we tested him; asking him to pay e amount(btw $1k) first & collect back e $ from e person he gave e phone to. ' How can like that?' He retorted. From this, you can see that he's a selfish fucker who think for himself. Why? He handled e transaction on his own without consulting his superiors, just because he thought that e person can be trusted? Now, e person might not even pay back e money & he was still in a joking mood. Still can say $1k only ma, JJ can take it one. Worse still, he dont want to assume any responsibility & keep directing e finger at my another colleague who was there at that time too. Hai.. few months back, ken was still telling me that this guy is talented. Pui, fucking worthless piece of shit..
Somehow, it dampened e atmosphere too, JJ was like 'sian ji bua'. I were too, but couldnt show it ma, its his birthday celebration afterall. After e dinner, it was off to Kbox, for me, unreluctantly; but still must give face :( We sang his birthday song there, cut e cake; mango one, very nice! A few announcement were made, most were good. Siqi finally got his best montly performance bonus & a pay rise! Think he should be e most happiest person yesterday night. Well, I ordered a jug of long island tea & most of it drank by me. Guess I was pretty down then, cos normally I am e one talking e most during these kind of occasion. On e contrary, I was sitting at a corner, downing e glass after glass. Ya, I was thinking of you but I felt so helpless, so ordered another jug & finished it by myself. 3am, I left alone without telling them, was already too tired; which explain why I overslept.
Hmm, since when did morning call become morning sms? Though not effective in waking me up, but still good enough to make my day :)

Sleepy..

Work was as usual on sunday, save for a few idiotic customer that I came across, dont wish to mention too. After work, went over to Alexandra village for dinner with siqi, had maggie goreng, yum yum & tulang; my 1st time eating it, think its cow thigh bone in mutton soup. Sian, I shouldnt have eaten it, cos I couldnt run after it :( Back at home, I was playing games on my psp till I attained e "sense of urgency". Why? Because of e stupid test today la, I didnt have e mood to study, so kept playing. After 1hr of studying, I dozed off unwittingly. My 2 phones did a great job in waking me up, but I fell asleep again. Thanks to e spare phone I had, I woke up 15mins later, rushed a cab down to queenstown mrt & took e train down, heng ar, just in time for e test. Sia la, midway through e test, I fell asleep -.- Luckily e officer not around, if not I might have to take e test in standing position.

Met up with shih shih just now, passed her e Nikon s10 that she bought from me. Damn cheap lo, cant say e price though. Had a long chat with her, most of e time she was telling me about her r/s & occasionally, my r/s with joyce, Zzzz. Not really la, most of e time it was used as a reference for her r/s. Definitely, from e naive lady I once knew, she somehow abit more mature now, having more expectations from her partner. From what I see, its a good thing for her, but she think it otherwise, damn funny, I dont get it why she think it this way. So, we were debating about e pros/cons about single & being attached. Frankly speaking, I advocate pairs cos no humans like to be in solitude, gays & lesbians not counted. The rest, more or less revolving around e same topics again, work & family life. Then, she was looking at my photo cache in w800i & made this comment " Hmm, I think you like her right?" silence for a moment. "Yes..." The next statment was e most positivc one I heard tonight " I think most probably she will be with you.." Hohoho, I doubt so...I also dont know what happen, didnt hear anything from you whole day, kinda worrying. Hmm, hope everything is fine...My eyes are closing...

@Esplanade; !PLAY Symphony concert

Shit, I overslept..

Supposed to be running now, actually I schedule my timetable; to run at least 5km every saturday. But it was raining all e way yesterday till afternoon, so I postponed it to today. Lol, I fell asleep after being given a wake up call at 9am, then its raining now again, ZZzzz. I think I should be doing it tonight provided if I have e time; need to revise for my course test tomorrow.

Went for e PLAY! Symphony concert yesterday night, held at one of halls in Esplanade. It was my 1st time going for a concert there. Before that, I met up with nicholas & his gf; to sell me his gf's mobile phone. Sia la, if you know this guy, you will really wonder, why such a fine babe like his girlfriend will tolerate his "bo ka lan" behaviour. Not saying that he sucks la, he's damn fun to hang out with provided that you are a guy, just that he's not e husband type material if I'm a girl, haha.. Dinner was at 'Asian kitchen', but upon seeing e menu, its more like vietnamese foodfare & I ordered a bowl of "Zhar jiang mian"; direct translation fried sauce noodle, lol.. Then met up with joel & sharon; one of e latter heels was broken & she taped it up initially with... She will kill me for embarrasing her, but it was funny? I was laughing at her sillyness, haha. I was commenting on her hair (she cut it quite short) & she said that I bias towards long hair. Hmm, really meh? I feel that typically, wrong, I see that girls with long hair look nicer, though there are some girls who look better in short hair, but definitely not botak. Back to e concert, e songs they played were awesome, especially e 'Metal Gear Solid' main theme & 'One Winged Angel' from Final Fantasy XII, send me if you have them! Somehow, my mind was filling up with 2 things; a) The times at VCH, where 2 important ladies of my life went with me before, one is already married & e other going soon; e last time I went was like 2 years ago? That time, I bumped into dorcas & jolyn, omg, it was kinda awkward, I kept dodging; for no reason :( Well, I still remember clearly e picture I took of joyce then, one e of best ever taken; its not a reference to anything.

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b) I was missing e presence of someone, who should have come but she didnt, because of some reason? But its okie, I was already half expecting it, just that it will be a great night if you had come instead.

Ah.. I took a photo with e lame ass beng, who mentioned to me afew times, why I never put a picture of him with me in friendster? There goes; though he didnt mention about it last night. Sian, after e concert I went off on my own cos there werent any late night program? Got 1 la, but watching Fantastic 4, which I dont want to waste my $$ on. So, I decided to take a walk at e bayfront, damn it, it was raining heavily. I only realised it upon reaching level one of esplanade, fuck.. Reached home at 1050pm, too early for a saturday night, sigh...

Its like back to school again...

"Da kor kor..." e first thing I heard when I got home. These 3 simple words really lifted my spirits especially after a long tiring day at camp listening to e boring lectures. Isnt it great to have kids around you? Haha, my sister can be quite a nuisance at times, but on e other hand, she's a "smile maker", always amusing me much with her silly antics; she's just so adorable...

Army
This few days at camp really super fuck up. Nevermind that e lectures were long & boring, there were so much things to memorise & I had to book out late! Worse thing is that keep I kena aimed by e officers; cos I kept falling asleep. Ya, I often stay up till very late but it isnt e cos of e problem, its just that I fall asleep darn easily. But I dont get it, people around me also dozed off too, yet they just keep catching me. Today e best liao, I had to stand for all e lessons that I attended. On closer observation, I realised that most(maybe all) of my coursemates were always looking at my direction waiting for me to fall asleep, LOL.. Okie la, maybe I really dozed off way too much. Sian, later still got to do powerpoint slides for monday presentation. Ya! This remind me of something... Seems that I always give people a very very bad first impression, which I have no idea why? Cos I dont initiate conversations & always kept to myself. So, on wednesday, we were told to do a powerpoint presentation & e class were split into 3 groups. It is IT stuff ma, not lecture, so I was like more active in it, spearheading e work that is to be done. Then they said " Wa, charlie, you pan luo liang ren. Not like you leh, always sleeping in class" ZZzzzz, am I that bad? Cos they thought that I am a slacker, lol. Hence, it goes to show that keeping quiet wouldnt give you a good image, whereas talking cock & crap can enhance it. I should stick to it...

Please, I wish that weekends wouldnt be sucky like e past few days. Problems were coming from all directions & somehow, I blew my top, thats why was so pissed off on wednesday. Hai, I saw a disheartening picture, hope that your hand has already recover by now. It does prick my heart to see you in that state & crying, but I cant anything to help you, arghh.. Just dont ever hurt yourself again, its damn silly.

Now for good things...



I won e Singtel june holiday contest! 2 return air tickets to Phuket! Haha, but they arent free, $88 per head & only can buy 2. Who wants to go with me? If not, I will give to any couple who wants it. Absolute 100! I finally got it! Cost me $45 though, but damn worth it , e exterior cool
seh, black color one! Ya, my dear brother James, he got a gf! Fucker, they were already together since april, but he only broke e news to me this wednesday, keep quiet until now, zzz. Okie la, congrats to you! Lastly, someone woke me up without me telling her, that should be e best thing that happened this week (I was smiling all e way to camp) hehe..

Ice cream!!

Song, 4 scopes of ice cream, fantastic...
Yesterday night was another ice cream session at island creamery. Hehe, I had this flavors; namely horlick, cookies & cream, burnt caramel & chendol. I finish all of them, happy seh :) Then felt like vomitting, eat too much liao.. Then we went over Holland v for some supper, knn, blasted that uncle selling western food, he charged me $2 for a plate of coleslaw which can be finished in 3 spoons!

Sian, I thought it will be relaxing & fun in my course...

Early in e morning woke up, I was feeling e blues le. 3 hours prior to that, I was awaken by e banging sound of my door, it was my brother, Zzzz. He saw e hamster finally; which sadly, escaped again 2 days ago, so I was roped in from my sleep to help him catch it. Well, at least something nice happened, I got to hear a lovely cute voice 5mins after I woke up. So, 1st lesson, conducted by a big shot officer & I couldnt control it, fell asleep at least 5 times & I was caught by him 4 times. Nb, he only aimed me lo, another guy who was a few seats alway from me also did fall asleep but he never catch him! Hai, by e end of e day, everybody knew who I am cos I kept falling asleep, haha... Wa, siqi's toshiba M500 looks damn chio & power now; with all e drivers loaded. Arghh..I'm still having headache on how to clear e fingerprint lock on a fujitsu laptop, seems that reformatting doesnt help cos e system cant detect e harddisk, but ironically, e BIOs can? ZZzzz, if still cant, then I would have to dismantle it liao. Think I have to turn in early for e next 3 weeks, its only e 1st day of e course & I already cant tahan e "zzz" monster. Yeah, e concert is on this coming saturday! Hmm, where's your answer huh? haha...

Duty again...

After yesterday 10km run at bedok reservoir, I have decided to take part in e Mizuno 10km run, anyone keen? Its been like more than 8mths since I last ran more than 5km & I managed to run non-stop, by then I was already dying before I reached e end point; car neng lo! Siao la, I wouldnt be able to have enough training due to e course that I will be attending, like that how to survive 21km? Hmm, but I have been thinking to run on saturday morning, follow by an afternoon swim, but I need kaki; xiaoyi who lives near me is too lazy whereas pradeep stays too far. The rest needless to say, either in university or ORD liao. Anyway, those who want to take part in e event, you can either take part in e 5km fun run or e competitive 10km run. Registration fee is $20 & application forms are available at all world of sports outlet & mizuno franchise. Closing date is 15th July & e event is going to be held on e 22nd July, Sunday.

Met up with beng & chang for dinner. Alan was late, changed guy ever since he got a gf, why?l He told us he got errands to run & wouldnt be joining us for dinner, after being late for half an hr ( must be doing discrete right, cant get thru his fone at that time lo ) Before they reach,I went to John little to get some personal stuffs then headed to Starbucks for Azuki again! Nice la.. Dinner was at The Village, e same ground where Marche used to be. I was walking past a table, a lady in a nice black dress was sitting with her boyfriend face to face, eating & laughing along. Haha, reminds me of e time I had it with joyce too, same settings; nice memories :) & Congrats to beng, he finally made his 1st successful deal!

Heh. I received a horoscope thru email, actually received it for a few times, but this time round, I chose to read it; cos sent by someone special, lol.. I add in my analysis, cos I felt that some are quite crappy, hence I enhance them further :)

SCORPIO - The Addict > EXTREMELY adorable. Zzz, since when are scorpians cute? Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

VIRGO - The One that Waits > Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only but there are so many Virgos?(contradicting)

LIBRA - The Lame One; they should put it under LEO > Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying...

ARIES - The Liar > Outgoing. Lovable; so are they trying to say that NAN REN BU LIE, NU REN BU AI? Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water; Cool... > Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind (Ya, in e water). Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Eh? I thought in water need to exert more energy? Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

GEMINI - Irresistible > Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in the you know where...( ear, refer to previous sentence) Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out; crap. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE; I dont see every gemini being attached...

LEO - The Lion > Great talker; you guys have to agree! Attractive and passionate; definitely :) Laid back. Knows how to have fun (of cos, I'm e one always suggesting "funs") Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships (Zzzz, who loves being in short r/s?). Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find.

CANCER - MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it; you get e sentence? I dont... Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The Partner for Life; e rest arent? > Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep (whats e point of being found in e 1st place huh?) Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way, which explains e next sentence? Lol... Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover > Love to bust; hmm?? Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future( with e horn?) Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports; why? Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp > Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! Eh, my chinese constellation is cow, considered anot huh?

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One > Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found; menace when not? Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give, how much? Not one to mess with. Very pretty; somehow I agree. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet, aww..... Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet, someone must be laughing at herself.. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! > Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying.

I know that this is damn bo liao, but I'm really damn bored out, nothing to do during my guard duty, arghh, I still got 17hrs more to go..
I noticed, almost all put "loves being in long r/s". Isnt that an universal statement? Unless some idiots are idiotic enough to tell me that they love short ones, Zzzz. Hmm, though I went thru alot of r/s, I am still blur about e difference between liking & loving someone. Is it e level of sacrifices (is it level? lol) that we are willing to make? e notion of whether you want to spend your lifetime with that person? Or is it that unwittingly waiting for an event to happen; significant enough to point out to you e difference which lead to e choice made before self realisation kick in? So, what does it mean if I keep thinking about someone, wonder what is she doing & how is she? But there's one thing that I'm very sure, I miss you most of e time. Which explains why I was so sian when I couldnt meet you yesterday after e run :(

I'm falling asleep soon..again..

Very tire, kept falling asleep in front of e computer at my branch, lol. It takes jus 20sec for me to hit e desk & it can happen at least 4 times consecutively; which makes it a world record? Afternoon, went for a 4.8km run in MacRitchie reservoir, it is part of a progressive package to train up for a cross-country run which I didnt sign up. Lol, but I want to take part, e officer told me "You must have e positive attitude" Yeah right, my timing sucks, 28min45sec & I was e 2nd last, out of e 30plus people who are going to take part, zzzz. Well.. I dont think I can go for it anymore, cos I just received a letter yesterday; I got into e intel specialist course! It will be starting next monday, ending on e 10th july. Haha, my guard duties, instead of 6, become 2, swee la.. Bad thing is that, I also will be missing out alot of e training for AHM> For those who dont know; its e Army half marathon, an annual event which every 2nd year fighting fit soldier have to take part in -->a gruelling 21km run to be completed in dont know how many hours( heh, i forgot e timing)

Sian, running without kaki is like flying without wings; crap. Hehe, I got dismissed earlier! Supposed to meet shiyan for coffee, but I tua him, sorry man. Had to help out siqi at shop, got lots of laptop to clear just now. Anyway, e prisoner just got back, e one who escaped. Hmm, I have no idea how it got back. From e very descriptive description which my sister told me, I managed to get a picture what happened. Seems that my mum found it in dont know where & placed it back into e cage, lol. Ya, when I reached home, e little menace just kept pointing at e cage & shout "hamster liang zi" Lol, she's cuter than e hamsters, definitely...

Suddenly, I got a craving for Azuki!! Must get it on friday, will be having guard duty tomorrow...Arghh...

I wan azuki!

I smell nice now! Lol, just had a bath & I finally finished using e grapeseed body bath from body shop which they dont sell it anymore, sad... Caught @ World's End at cineleisure just now with shaojuan, heng ah, I thought I will miss it at e theatre & watch on DVD. Quite an enjoyable show, e rum reminds me of some evil stuff someone did on e 2nd night of e chalet, hmm... Anyway, before that was listening to her r/s problem; just broke up with her boyfriend over some silly matters. Yeah, as usual, I gave my advice again, but this time round abit different, it was "real time advice" Lol, cos she was talking on e phone with her bf & I had to tell her what to say, guess she isnt tactful enough with her words. Not that I am too, hee.. Wad lao, I wanted to laugh out just now, but had to contain it; I just find e conversation between e 2 of them funny. Ya! Must try Azuki from Starbucks!! Its a red bean frappucinno, very nice, 5 star dey! Somehow, I thought of someone while ordering it, cos she liked it too? Venti costs $8, its abit ex, but once you have a taste of it, you will be like.. aw... wa...I dont think I have to describe any further.
Something bad happen.
One of my hamster escaped from e cage. I dont know how it got out, but from what I analysed, I think its my fault. You see, I put e cage in e living room, just right beside e TV & my dad happens to watch "prison break". So, they must have got e inspiration from that... So, next time if you have any pets, keep them away from e TV, dont let them watch "prison break". Best still, dont buy them in pairs, they always like to help one of them to escape :) Hai, think its gone for good. Arggh, I go sleep le, havent had any decent sleep for e past few nights, been having nightmares too. Well, been thinking of you lately, maybe you should give me more wake up call. Why? Its nice to be awaken by your voice in e morning & I wouldnt oversleep too? :p

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I dont understand. Is it so hard for 2 adults to talk things out in an amicable way? I already tried my best not to interfere in your life, why still make things so hard between us? The more I explain, e more misunderstanding arise. Maybe thats why we cant be together. But, its not your fault, I really never blame you for anything. Just take it I'm a fucker for saying it out. I wouldnt bring it up to you or anyone anymore...
Though I hate to end things this way, but I think its e best way out for e both of us. All e best to you...

Fun @ work

Hehe, I got double pay yesterday! The sales was quite good & I did some "hand leg" to e accounts in order to hit target, cant say out, thats a trade secret, haha.. It was fun to be working yesterday, I met alot of moronic customers. The most funny one was a guy who brought down his xbox. At e counter, he asked me whether am I taking in e set. I saw it was a starhub set, cos e box outside put starhub promo set. Haha, I immediately told him in a disappointed tone; "eh, starhub set we dont take in anymore, this kind of set no warranty one, no people take in liao" He was in a sian 1/2 mood then "Like that how, I dont want to take back la, you just buy it cheap can?" Sensing victory, I said till very unreluctantly" like that $20/30 lo" e next statement was e best one, he said "okie lo" Omg, I should have just say $10 la! Ya, & he gave me 2 free games too, lol.. Anyway, e set could be sold for at least $120 with 2 games. Ken was there laughing after I told him.. Thats e joy of working in this company, I miss e old working days man...

Anyway, I watched shrek 3 with marcus, xiu & james yesterday night. No doubt, as funny as e 1st two instalments. I love puss in boots, damn innocent with those big big eyes! Hahaha, dont say i childish, everyone is a kid at heart :)

Continue..

I'm so tire! Kao, I wanted to go home rest! Haha, supposed to go for huien's birthday too. In e end, had to go for some 'meeting', Zzzz.

Back to e chalet; still on monday night.
So, after e drinking, I was rather sian. Gui, peishan, chang & beng were in e room, discussing about r/s thing. Dont know why, after like 10mins, I just felt like taking a stroll on my own. Lol, e walk lasted only 5mins & I stole a bag of charcoal back! Somehow, I really wish your presence was around, but you were too tire? Idiot.. I ended up sleeping with beng, cos I didnt want to share with chang, very noisy. Joel, though he seem decent, I think he have gay tendencies. Gui was sleeping with peishan. Sad, Alan & siqi also have their own partner too. So I slept thru e night without a pillow & blanket, cos dear beng was happily having them to himself :)


Tuesday
The most fun part of e 3 days. I woke at 7pm, cos I couldnt take much of e cold, went to e living room to sleep instead. Then I saw chang, he was actually sleeping outside most of e time, cos too cold for him too! Tamade, I could have taken his bed lo! Breakfast came thru e courtesy of gui who actually drove a "porsche" to e chalet. Basketball was played at one of e neighbourhood court & we got there in 2 trips taking gui's porsche(I think its a 1st gen toyota corolla?) With little or no suspension & an ultra low undercarriage.. Haha, but its better than nothing! Had a few games with some secondary boys. Quite fun la, been a long time that we had such a decent game though most of e time I was having my "own fun" instead :) Not bad, after an absence of like 2-3years? We still got abit of 'mo qi' with one another, but I think I really need to slim down, my reaction damn slow, lol. Almost e whole afternoon was spent preparing e food & my cheesecake was finally eaten by them! Wahahaa.. Peiwen came at around 6pm, while marcus at around 730pm. Sorry peiwen, didnt have much time to really entertain you. Luckily, most of e food was finished, only left mainly e satay. My stingray was e best I think, ahaha while my sotong sucks, too bland. Well, it was my 1st time making e sotong leh. No one wanted to drink e red wine, hence me & marcus finished 2 bottles between ourselves while chatting at e pavilion. The last bottle was share among e 7 of us( e secondary sch guys). Some idiotic photos to share.



Well, I had some bad moments. Think it was after e can of tiger beer that followed( I was getting high, dont mix wine with any type of alcohol! ), I literally threw a mug at beng when I was talking to him seriously, but he was just laughing off. Hai, my fault, shouldnt have done that, guess that I havent change abit at all. But really, do I imposed my thoughts on others alot? I will think about it. & I broke down again, maybe I was too emotional, kept thinking of one significant incident. Which I eventually said out, think most of them were quite shock to hear it too, it was really one of e worst decision I had to make in my whole life. Thereafter, were some casual talk & I drank more cans of beer until I dont really remember what happened! Haha, siqi told me e next day that I kept on asking for more beer & I only gave up when they bluffed me that e last can was already taken by lydia. Phew, luckily I didnt do anything silly. Ya, you overslept & didnt come & eat my cheesecake! Idiot...


Wednesday
I woke up to find myself sleeping alone without pillow & blanket again! Everything was in a rush cos we were supposed to check out by 930am; we woke up at 930am, lol.. & e cheesecake was gone! I only ate one slice lo!! To sum it up, it was one of e best chalet we had, nicely organised with nice food but no chio gers, hehe, joking la. Anyway, thanks for e effort that everyone put in & for making a point to come though everyone have their own commitments. I really enjoyed myself throughout this 3 days & I hope you guys do. Maybe one element was missing; for me! But I'm glad after so many years, e 7 of us are still together. Well, I realised 2 things after e chalet. 1st, I have moved on further; I dont get so emotionally worked up by e past. 2nd, I really miss you pig! I hope that you can be e other person in my life now. Impossible? Most likely..

Time to go for work lo!