Love bearth all things? I used to believe in it..
Went out with my cousin in e afternoon to get a guinea pig for him, went to various shops but most of them don't sell, those that do; their guinea pigs are too old le. So, I promise him to keep a look out for him, lol, he was quite disappointed. Then, I pass some comics to her cos on e way to other pet shops, same thing, quite happy to see her, but quite sad in e sense cant get really get close to her. Notice a ring on her finger, lol, she told me she bought it herself? Well, while chatting with her on msn in e later evening, I found out that she got someone else in mind, "whether i can commit anOt as least someone is doting, caring, loving showering mi with everyting.. thou all these u can do it too bt the least for hIm is he can gain my trust easier den u.. i still feel the insecure bt he can ease it better den u coz he isn't the 1 who cause it.. worsen it.. or anyting else.." Haha, I dont know to laugh or to cry, though it hurts alot to know it but at least there's someone to take care of her.
Imagine that both of us still have feelings for each other, but going on with our separate life. Suppressing e feelings inside us, we met others & some of them become our bf/gf. Then, one day, we got back again, but looking back, do you think it is right that we meet others to heal our individual hearts? I'm not saying that it's wrong to pursue your own happiness neither is it wrong to be with another person when your previous r/s ends, it just that would you want to love someone who had tried so hard to forget you & trying to love others & ultimately; coming back to you? Is this e way how things should be? Haha, maybe.. both of us are just trying to deceive ourself by finding a "better" person in order to forget e previous one. If not, why bank on someone else when e one that you really love is just right beside you?
Love bearth all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things & never fail; what do you think?

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