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I was waiting e whole day. Because of that, my mind wasnt able to concentrate on anything I set out to do. Deep down, I knew that e wait was futile, just waiting for a miracle to happen. Perhaps, most dont understand that, e difficulties lie with e suppression one has to undertake in order to feel, talk, act normal to e person u love.

No matter what I do, or explain. It just make things worse, hai..

Well, I think I its really time to wake up. I have slept enough.