Usual

Just had e usual supper with e usual guys in e usual hangout, lol. Damn full now, cant sleep at all & I havent been updating here for a long time.

Hectic, as usual. Too immense into work. Finding more time; trying to make myself to spend more time in my studies. Allocating quality time for e lady, e list is endless, ha. I have never thought of being in this situation now, often wonder why/how it happen, but I dont seem to get any answer until e chance meeting of dorcas. I was with my insurance agent then, discussing about my policy when I caught sight of her pushing a tram. Ha, was damn excited, first thing on my mind 'to see e baby!' We met up eventually & saw her cute little boy; ting is much more cuter, hehe. For no reason, I wanted to laugh, perhaps at myself for e years of foolishness that I indulged in. Am always too sure of myself, never knew what went wrong until things turned awry. To be honest, I dont know what is love. How do I love someone? How do I know I love someone?
Most of my friends think that since I have been through numerous r/s, I should know better?

Truth is, I fail in every one of them. Perhaps, I should slow down.

Chalet!

Our once in a year gathering, chalet! But this time round, e building is kinda large; its really super large, can house at least 30 people in e living room, LOL. I think its those old colonial houses, double storey with 4 bedrooms & 5 TOILETS, very thoughtful of them, ha.

Some pictures to laugh.











Ha, someone did a confession, but I forgot to video it down :( Anyway, great fun, had good basketball games & an aching body :D Ya, & my flu came back, Zzzz...

Time to work.

Cant sleep.

Zzz, cant get to sleep cos of e irritating phlegm in my throat + e diarrhea; whatever that I eat, it will come out as watery stools within afew hours. What to eat tomorrow?

Ikea!

Gan. I got lost in Ikea today.
Was wandering around e store looking for a suitable cabinet?cupboard?display shelf? LOL. I ended up in e children section, Zzz.. They actually revamped e whole store, e areas arent used to be in e same place & I actually walked nearly 3 rounds just to get to e office supplies section. Wahaha, got some scented candles too; green apple flavor! Anyway, before I left; I remembered e goteborg biscuits! Due to e length of e planks, most of e taxi drivers refused to pick me up. However, thanks to a nice security guard uncle, he managed to get me into one before I called a london cab; anyway he looked more like a taxi usher, ha.

Damn tired anyway..Zzzz..

Thoughts.

It gets too boring at times.

We are often too engross in our daily life that we have little time to enjoy e beauty of it. Often, I 'daydream' of myself standing alone, staring into e wide open sea. At some point, I decided to close my eyes, take a deep breath & slowly let it out. Too much stuffs on my mind, cant seem to sort them out. The stillness of water seems to hold e perfect balance of things, yet a slight disturbance can cause a multitude of ripples.

Am lost in e sea of thoughts.

Gloomy gloomy.

Damn, cant even have one day of peace at home. Sigh..
Celebrated beng's 23rd birthday yesterday, @ Brasserie, Royal plaza hotel. Buffet dinner, going at $36++ per head, e food wasnt that fantastic; except for e soft shell crab, ha. Anyway, most of us eat until too full & I kept wanting to puke! Hence, am gona swear off buffet until next year. Workwise, very tiring; have to plan schedule & check on outlets even when am not working. Its quite easy actually, but e lack of initiative & responsibility, make things very hard. I have to constantly 'chase' those who didnt appear for work or late & check depleting stocks. Worst thing is, during mon & tues which I will be in school for lectures, e messages keep coming in & I have to divert my attention to e phones instead of e lesson, Zzzz. Nevermind, work aside. My trip to Perth is gone, cant leave singapore for long until my company stuff is settled. Alternatively, I might be going Bintan for a 3 day 2 night holiday on e 1st week of Jan? Ha.

Anyway, my xmas wish (wishes) this year.
Where e hell to get them!!!



Got this one recently, thought it was e xmas edition one :(


& this camouflage one looks cool.


Time to revise my work...

Thoughts

Zzzz.. e router having pms? Lol, keep getting disconnected from internet. Been a long while since I last wrote a decent daily entry. Well, its not that this space is no longer important, just that some things cant be in existance. The past 2 weeks seem like an accelerated period in my life, from which I gained some precious knowledge, seen e different side of people during desperate time & e desperate measures they took. Being ignorant is bliss at times.