Feelings galore.

Within a 2hr span, I was worried at first, followed by nervous, confuse, speechless(didnt know how to put words across), then happy(for a very very brief moment), helpless, sian & lastly, pondering.
I realised that what that I had wished for 20mins ago, didnt happen, fucking shit.
Cant sleep. One stupid solution; not this one.
How to count sheeps when I'm actually thinking of something else? Sigh...