Taking e long way.

As I stood off e edge, e air around me was tense. All e while, I have been trying hard to contain e inner demons within me, however things still got out of hands. Didnt meant to hurt anyone, for all I want, is just to make everyone life easier? Yet, asking for perfectness is imperfect itself. Really, sometimes I just feel like walking away, leaving everything behind. But I cant.

How?