Dating again!

The past few days have been a rude awakening for me. I realised that most of what I did in my relationship was wrong, I totally mishandled it. Given e time, I could have spent more time with her, dedicate more attention to her, but I didnt. I thought that everything was going smoothly, but all along, she was just compromising. Seriously, I have always been happy with her, her smiles just brighten up my day, no matter how dull it was. The efforts that she put in & e difficult position I put her in, made me felt how awful a boyfriend I was to her, to e extent that I even felt sorry for myself. The way I express myself often get misunderstood or misled people, I wonder is it e perception I give to people? Sometimes I meant well, dont want to trouble others, but e messages often get across in a different way. But, I do appreciate e things u done, in fact, everything :)

Am trying hard to work things out. On e other hand, reminding myself not to rush into it. I know that e sense of urgency, do get in e way of getting things done. Perhaps, am just too anxious to get your acknowledgement.

Am glad that u at least forgive me & also give us a chance to make things work out again. Lol, I do enjoy e process of dating u again. Really.

& Hopefully, things will turn out fine.