Busy!

Work was damn busy yesterday. But not bad, 2 ladies bought me drinks, one was yih shy passing by, e other is a customer of mine, wahahahaha.. Song, I made quite a few good deals, profit around $200 for each transaction. Lol, e best was a china guy who bought e used motorola V8. New one is currently going at $380 market price, I sold e joker for $365, used one somemore! Ha. Today work with tianlong, siao liao; my sales sure buang.
Going to work in 20mins.

Bonjour!

10am.
This is e time I usually wake up nowadays. Could be earlier sometimes, if e fucking construction workers doing e upgrading starts earlier. Then, I will start to post my ads & read some of e online news before going off to work. I guess that, this should be my daily routine until school starts in august. Nothing new happened for e past few days, always e same old things recurring. Decisions, I have plenty of them to think about, maybe that explains why I have so much white hair. Problem lies with e way on how I deal with things; I cant do well in judging things with emotional attach. Sigh..

What to do? I go prepare for work le.

Joyce.

Reached shop at 1220pm today, but micheal having e keys, wasnt there yet. So, I walked around Jurong point & went to have my lunch. It sudden strucked me then.
The thoughts of you came back & I was left pondering again; going through what happened that might had triggered it off.

I realised, it remains e biggest mistake of my life. Time to sleep.

To go or not to?

Great. Another big decision to be made in 2 weeks time, Zzzz.. Nevermind, at least I get to use my black beauty le. Reformating it now; IBM T61! Wahahaha, its going to be ready in 1hour time!

The great divide.

I dont want to be alone in this.
I just need you to believe.

Recall.

Nabei.

'movie 1st then dinner, followed by esplanade walk walk' isnt thats familiar? Suddenly, I thought of those days, hand in hand, walking down e marina waterfront. Most of e time, I will be talking about my work, sometimes about my ambitions, once in awhile on our future, if not debating on some current world matters. Shrugs~ Its been a long while since I last walked along that stretch with someone worthy enough to talk about these things. Sigh...

Celebrated ting's birthday today, 1st of May. Okie, yesterday. At Causeway point's Crystal jade, my grandparents also came, along with my 2 cousins. The menace is finally 4 years old! Damn guai lan, asked her to take picture with me & she keep insisting no. I missed e times when my whole extended family will gather for dinner once/twice every month. Yet, it seems like its not going to happen again, unless its CNY.

She's cute, isnt she? But super guai lan. Yea, e dinner burned my pocket by $150.

Back.

My coughing season is back! For some parts of e year, I will be coughing like there is no tomorrow, lol. Been working non-stop for e past one week, its damn tiring. Wake up at 10am in e morning, post my ads, eat lunch then take mrt all e way down to boon lay, finish at 10pm, come back home bath, then sleep. This kind of lifestyle kinda suits me now, need to save more $ for my university fees. Besides, I also not much in e mood for night activities nowadays. I knew what was coming before e hand reached out, I could have pushed it away. But, I still took it back.
My heart ached & thoughts were running wild in my mind.
So, I made it a last time, but it wasnt a unforgetable one. No effort made.


It is back in my hands again.