It came again.
As I walked along e old path, it dawned on me that I still cant get used to e fact. Whenever I heard anything of it, everything just come back to me. The surroundings seem so familiar, e scene always there, replaying. Have I been relying too much on diversions?
When I reached Esplanade, to my dismay, its under renovation. Misery cut short for once.
I really miss e lectures.
I was waiting below e block.
Slowly, my mind was drifting away with e trance track that I was listening; 'Ra' by Nile. It was relaxing, especially in e dead of e night. Suddenly, e thoughts came in & occupied me for e rest of e waiting time. Finally, beng & alan reached & we went for supper at e nearby blk888. Followed by movie, 'Hellboy', beng bought e show at 1240pm :) When we tried to went in e cinema, e usher said that e theatre wasnt ready yet. Turned out to be, beng bought e tickets wrongly, 1240pm e NEXT day.. Nice one. Luckily, we were still allowed to watch e show at 1235am slot. Didnt miss any part, cos it hadnt started.. Crap.
Zzzzz...
Some unexpected things happened over e past few days.
I will be in Melbourne from e coming 23rd to 28th! Heh, be in Australia afterall. Its kind of a last minute decision, thanks to shiyan timetable, wahahaha. Heard that it will be damn cold there, who cares? It should be fun anyway! On off today, so afternoon went to OCBC to change my mailing address & also to get my replacement atm card; got 'eaten' by e machine cos I gave my mum e wrong pin no. LOL! So I had to sign 2 documents; one for e address, e other for e atm card. However, they told me it was e wrong signature, it was e 'signature' signature I was using last time. So, had to sign again, but e damn teller only made me re-sign one, which I didnt realise until they called me....
"Sir, u have to change your address again via our atm machine as u didnt re-sign e 2nd document." Zzzz...
Nevermind, I had an hour of relaxation; slurping green tea frappucinno with my novel @ wheelock place's Starbucks. Then had dinner with kaira & shiyan @market place? e food court @ Wisma atria, gan expensive! & e food wasnt very nice :( Followed by "Red Cliff" @ PS. Hmm, its kinda draggy, 1st time I see Zhuge liang so handsome, lol! & Zhou yu should be acted by someone who looked more like a girl; thats how they depict him in e real story. Anyway, e ending sucks, cos there will be a sequel :(
Hongkan.
The jap phone that I've been eyeing had just been bought by a customer today, Zzzz... The next shipment is not confirmed until e remaining sets are sold, wtf.. Should have bought it 1st! Arghhh!!! Anyway, my mood hasnt been that good ever since I heard e news; though that wasnt e 1st time I heard it. Together with e unexpected conversation, I realised that ....
I dont know how to continue e rest.
Sometimes I just feel so tire; not physically, but mentally. Having a off day? It will consist of appointments & appointments & appointments, ha. Somemore, I dont like to stay at home. What is e ideal way of relaxing? Hmm...
I do have afew, but some of it requires an other, heh. Seems like today going to be e same again, else be spending e night slurping caramel frapucinno/ice blended @ a cafe.
This few days seem to pass quite fast & its already into July. I often wonder what makes 2 person get together & then, stay together. Looking back at my past records, I realise I suck, therefore am still single now. Well, it isnt that bad to be single, I get all e freedom I want, thats e only reason I have. I have no time for a relationship, thats an excuse I often give to myself & others. Truth is, I hate to be single; but I never really bother to find one. Perhaps, I am e problem? Lol? I dont know. Every morning, I see e same old message on my msn & its really really really damn demoralising; am only spared of it during weekends. Arr...
On e other hand, perhaps it can be avoided by having breakfast, ha..
