Sian, so much things to unpack! was pondering over my thoughts, hence decided to write it down.
Packing halfway, I sudden thought of you. Wrong, I have always wanted you to be around. Maybe it was what happened, maybe it wasnt. I appreciate for all e things you did.
Ha, next time taxi must booked in advance half an hour liao.
Back to unpacking!
I cycled past for e last time.
& decided to test fate once again.
After 2 pulses, I moved on.
Down e slope, e air was blowing hard on my face as I cycled my way back home.
& I wondered when will it be e next time again?
Perhaps, this is e last.
Home: kitchen.
& I thought of you again,
as I toasted to myself.
Smile more; Nothing is more chio than a smile that warms e heart.
Damn fast, its already 26th march! I need $$$$$$$$..
Some updates.
- I tored a pair of bermudas yesterday, e one my poly mates gave me as one of my birthday present years ago. Sad leh, my favourite pair, it tored when I was trying to climb up e lorry, Zzzz. In e end, had to take a cab back home from woodlands, $18. Gan.
- Met up with dave on tuesday night, seems like another trip to jakarta is inevitable. This time round, I have to get to e outskirts & other towns to sell e products -.- Best news is, after this trip, I might be going Pakistan! Hosay la, who knows I might lay my hands on some RPGs for test-firing, heh. So I am giving everyone a good deal; anyone is free to buy insurance on me :D
- My daily pay was a scam. Apparently, that idiot said I will be paid once e website is done, so am still considered being paid 'daily', Zzzzzz..
- SIM confirmed my university place liao, think out of 100 applications, 100 will get through one la. Sian, my classes are starting in only August, yet they are now asking for payment by 8th April -_- which amounts to around $5k. I need to get a bank loan!
- 3 nights without lights in e room! & no water heater! Worse still, it has been raining for e past few days, bathing at night has never been so miserable!
Sigh, 3 more days & I will be moving out of this place...
I love being in e kitchen at night.
Leaning beside e stove,
sipping from my glass of water.
A peace of mind I get from e silence & serenity doesnt make e full picture. The best could only be someone standing opposite.
And no words are needed, presence will suffice.
Lol, some things just keep on coming back isnt it? Its been 7 years already -.- Still, it managed to creep into one of my conversation. Ha, true enough, I was a bastard that time; e only time. Stepping on 2 boats isnt my forte, yet I did it without thinking of e consequences. I wanted to have e best of both worlds, which was a fucking selfish act, I regretted it. It was my 16th birthday, for that, I received a watch from dorcas. I remember it was a Swatch with golden ring strap; those that without clasp. Nice watch, however I lost it within a week, apparently some faggot stole it while I was playing basketball in school. Surprisingly, I got another one from her, to replace e lost one; another Swatch, this time round it is a silver color one, with silver ring strap. Then I recalled, she had been skipping meals recently & initially I attributed it to poor appetite, you know girls huh? My mistake, she had been saving up to get me e watches. It was then I realised my folly, hence I ended e other relationship. However, it was too late, 7 months down e road, she broke up with me, citing a fade of feelings. Not long, I was told of e 'main' reason by one of her close friend that religion was e cause(which I dont wish to elaborate). And just now, I was told by a close friend of mine that it wasnt e case, it was e abovemention (which I actually heard it 5 years back from victor, ha!) Glad to say, it doesnt matter to me anymore & this entry is more of a reflection.
Anyway, its a wonder that I can still remember e whole incident; am very stm(short term memory) hehe.. To date, e watch is still serving me faithfully.
Good things always last, isnt it?
