miserable, thats how i feel now..

No mood to do anything at all since yesterday. I just feel very down, think I wouldnt go back to help JJ in e shop for quite awhile, just dont have e "xin" to do anything. Isnt it stupid that I can always overcome difficulties but when it comes to her, I'm always at a loss? To e whole world, you maybe nothing, but to me you are my world. I dont know how people can manage to block thoughts? Cos I cant do it, I never go & think about it but it just keeps coming.. Do you ever have that kind of so near, yet so far feeling? Its really fuck up. Hai, here I'm again with e same things, how long will I remain like this? I dont feel good at all, miss her so much..