Sigh..

I only can put it; either she was e best I ever met or I havent meet another better one. I always hope for e latter but e former always prove me right. Dont know why, am always bothered over this thing.

Anyway, got my schooling timetable. Monday & tuesday will be at school e whole day, whereas e rest of e week?Working.. Lol, this should be my routine for e next 3 years. Got this nice pastry from a regular customer. Nice!

Some pictures of Ting. She's getting heavier, I cant carry her for more than 5minutes liao, sad.

Forbid.

Damn, I shouldnt have uttered that sentence, its been repeating in my mind e whole night. Forgive me.

Bathing woes.

Saw a Post-it note on my heater switch just now.

Without fail, I take warm shower for every bath. So, even if e weather is damn hot, I will still switch on e water heater. My mum on seeing it, will either switch it off or keep on nagging at me that e weather is hot; e latter most of e time. I had just finished bombing on Iraq, reached my hand out of e door for e heater switch, but touched a paper instead. So, I pulled it out. It reads "no pusn, save $$" Ya, she spelt push wrongly. Why I knew its my mum? Of course, she is my mum, ha. You see, she saw a pamphlet yesterday on how to curb e raising utlities bill & also on ways to save electricity. Hence, must be one of her ingenious excuse to remind me not to use e heater e next morning. Saw her when I came out of e bathroom. 'You write one right?' 'You always forget to switch off' Zzzzz, that is e hidden meaning, I admit that I often forget to switch it off. Cant blame me for trying right?

Anyway, I had this damn fantastic biscuits! Know why? Cos it taste fucking nice. Think its from sweden? Cos e wrapper had 'IKEA' stickers on it, ha. The brand is call ' Goteborg ' & I had e raspberry one! Seems like I have to make a trip down to Ikea soon; just to get e biscuits :)

Dream.

Made a rather strange dream this morning, one that was full of disappointments. It seems so surreal, unlike most dreams that I made; somehow sometimes I know that I am 'dreaming'. At some point of it, I woke up; my room was too cold, it was raining heavily outside. So, I switched off e air-con & carried on leaning on my bed, staring blankly at e ceiling. Should I go? I fell asleep before getting a decision.

I need some time to think about it.

Gone.

I feel like banging e wall now.
Just when I managed to suppress my fear & finally agreed with myself of e decision, something crops up. Fucking shit.

Gesture.

Sometimes a simple gesture can really make your day. It can be from anyone else, even a stranger. Maybe its my upbringing, ha. I can do a lot of fuck shit, spewing out expletives before you can finish saying 'hello'. Spitting anywhere, as if I'm entitled to, which I do feel that I'm, ha! But I still do observe e basic courtesy & e necessity of it. Well, in e sales line, u get to meet all sort of people, almost different people everyday. Some are downright shitty, which I do feel like whacking if I had e chance. While some, are really damn nice. There was once an indian foreigner who bought a bluetooth headset from me, however he came back e next day, citing that he wanted it for mp3 listening, not just only for phone calls. However, I couldnt offer him a refund & e headsets that did allow mp3 streaming were too expensive. Guess what he did than? He gave me e headset & said ' This thing no use to me, so I give you. I see u happy, I also happy.' Woa, though it just cost a mere $45, e words strike me hard; for a foreign labourer who earns around $900 a month, or maybe even less than that. I really take my hat off him, for his graciousness.

Lol, am not thinking straight, this isnt what I wanted to write. Heh.

Thoughts.

It made me rethink about my future, society is damn too practical. I need to have more options! Anyway, I decided not to take a loan; need to find a way to have a stable income. Had lunch with shih @ raffles & its really damn rushing, not because of e time allocated to e workers to have lunch; around 1 hr. But e rush to get e seat/table. However, I saw some innovative ways office workers did to 'chop' their seats.

Tissue, e ultimate weapon, often carry by ladies, very cheap & fits easily into any pocket; just place it conveniently on any chairs u want & voila, u get e seat! I saw a table with 4 seats allocated to it, guess what? 4 tissue packets on e table, cool. Next one is e foldable umbrella. At first, I thought someone might have forgotten to take his/her after e meal; after walking past a few tables, I realised its also another tool of their trade, lol.

Well, went back to ttsh after lunch & its e same chiobu doctor! Now, she tell me its most probably an eye ulcer & only e scar tissues are left. But, I still have to go back in one month time, Zzzz.. Then, went down orchard to do some shopping, left empty handed; was thinking about e morning conversation. So, went down to tlh to get my spectacles done; turned out that e shop wasnt open, uncle went Thailand, Zzzzzz..

Time to work.