Soft toys.

The look when she was clutching e soft toy made her seem so vulnerable, like a little kid overwhelmed with joy. And e smile, gave me a sense of fufillment, which I cant really explain.

Nights like this, I wish it will never end.

Jades.

Lol. Perhaps I am not cut out for this. So much for a decision, that doesnt really differ much from an opinion.

And when silence turns into hate,
It's time to communicate.
And I always will be where you are.

241am. I realised I am wrong this time round.

Past one week.

It was quite a busy & tiring week. Lol, I cant even remember much of what happened! Except that I went sentosa on friday!

Highlights:

• Sentosa Luge got a new course! went thru both of it :D
• Dropped one of my slippers while on e skyride.
• Cineblast cheated me of my $; e log ride sucks big time.
• Great night performance @ The songs of e sea.
• Had Green tea milk tea by Pokka for e 1st time :)
• Finally fufilled my night time beach walk!
• Tanqueray's London dry gin is awesome. My bottle was really too small, sad.
• Good night sleep at Rasa sentosa
• Nice morning breakfast buffet @ Silver shell cafe

Actually, e best part was at 12am plus strolling down e beach & finally settling down at a quiet spot, enjoying e tranquil surroundings & listening to e waves clapping.

I remembered! Eddy treated us to dinner @Botan on tuesday! Wahaha, damn nice jap dinner. Thanks bro!

The elaborate lies for one self preservation. The fear of reprisals. & e stranger u create, makes e whole ting damn pretty amazing. Am totally impressed. _|_

Life isnt that bad after all.

Its amazing how a twist of events can bring people together & apart.

Someone left, I thought it was purely of my own wrongdoings & blamed myself totally for it. Lol, it wasnt & I arrived at a conclusion on why I was dumped at e station. My mum involvement in a legal issue which really broke me up a few times, & I had no one else to ask for sound advice. Thanks to qing, who was constantly reminding me of what's important on hand & finding for me e right people to help. Without her help, most probably I will be spending this chinese new year in gloom. All this while, there is also a certain someone, who stood by me all e time & it was rather, unexpected. The concern, was more than any ordinary will show. The time, more than any individual will spend with a stranger. A heart, more than anyone who will care to care & spend time to listen. For e past few weeks, it had already shown to be what it is to be.


For I, have already chosen to take a new path.
& am happy with it :)
Thanks for everything..

Flanders - Behind.

Saturday morning the sun is high,
so i can underline
all my hopes to get out from my tears
so I, I can brighten..
Will be sunshine in me?I'm living, alive inside a broken life..
Will be sunshine in me?I'm living, alive inside a blinding life..
I can't stand off it
I'm turning around the same thoughts behind
I can't stand off it
I'm turning around the same thoughts behind
Everyday morning I can play with the sun
but I see you again
I wanna forget all your lies
so I can go ahead..so I am
Will be sunshine in me? I'm living, alive inside a broken life
Will be sunshine in me? I'm living, alive inside a blinding life
I can't stand off it I'm turning around the same thoughts behind
I can't stand off it I'm turning around the same thoughts behind

Super damn catchy tune by Flanders. Fave track on my trance playlist now!

Changed.

Its a big step forward, 2 small things behind.

No more looking back.