I gona have my own set of law by 32; if I ever get to succeed in proving e theory for e next 10 years, Zzzz..

Okie, I only managed to snap pictures of e menace 2 times, lol, thanks to some cute idiot picture which she can recognise as 'jie jie' on my laptop & my phone; e girl is getting cleverer as e day goes by...

Went to catch spider at tiong bahru with beng & chang, e show kinda draggy in e middle & e villians were like stronger? Well, I didnt really like e show; some scenes were reminiscent e past. Dinner was at alexandra village with alan & joel joining us, had 'zi char', e usual favourites, stingray la, kangkong, etc.. Chang was supposed to go Zouk with me & siqi, but last minute backed out after e meal, citing that no girls are going, so whats e point of going? Retarded. Then, I met up with siqi, rushed down to go in before 10pm, $15 ma, nowadays have to exercise less budget on 'fun'. So e next half an hour, I was at a nearby coffeeshop, discussing about why some people tend to get depress easily while e two of us, even though having go through so much shit, dont even have e slightest sign of depression.
This is e question: Why do some people get depress easily than others even if e latter is under more stress?
So we came out with this(from our own observations): Those that with friends that crap & joke more tend not to fall easily into depression while those that dont have these type of friend, tend to sink into depression easily.
Theory; based on this factors which I'm going to propose soon to e science society:

1. You must be a joker &/or crapper yourself; talk cock la..
2. There must be at least a joker &/or crapper in your usual cliques -> Reason being, sometimes you need a partner to joke around right?
3. One must learn to take craps & jokes easily & in return make sure e receiver can take them easily
4. Remember in your heart that crapping/joking is a form of art
5. Being lame helps at time, overdoing it just make e atmosphere colder; might work in hot days
6. Being childish is a bonus
7. Acting cute is not a requirement, but it does get you out of stupid situations :) Yes, my 6th sense know what are your thinking & want to say, save it for yourself huh, thanks!
8. I will write it down when I think of it
9. From here onwards, I think I need suggestions

To sum it all, I think e current situation is like this. Friends play a bigger role in your overall mental state, so try to hang out with people like me often & you will feel happier, maybe colder(when I'm lame)? Family does play a part too, hopefully minor; in adding stress into your mental state :) Ah, so everyone must be wondering why you get/dont get into depression right? Those that always been hanging out with me, your must be 默默地祈祷ing. Those that arent, should try hanging out more with me(preferably e ladies huh?) Muahaha... Basically, just reflect on e things you did regardless whether right or wrong. Even if its wrong, dont keep blaming yourself, instead think of what you should do to remedy e situation; which I think is e best solution.

So, we went back into Zouk at 1045pm. Great, sining didnt go, last minute said got assignment to rush & I thought I was e best in attendance. She took a step ahead of me, beside being retained for half a semester, she got warning letters to be expelled, Zzzz. I only drank one e33 for e whole night, wasnt really in a good mood. Idiot, replies also came in so late & I was standing at a corner most of e time. Chunkiat & kin each found a girl & were dancing, making out happily, while siqi went off quite early cos lydia was drunk. Hai, I was standing there looking at e messages, then e ladies dancing with e 2 morons brought in their girlfriend which I shall refer as chiobu! Hee.. Lol, I wasnt interested in her, so I continued standing, only danced when e playing song is nice. Her friends even asked me why I dont want to dance with her, peng... I kept on fiddling with my phone, somehow for no reason, e girl kept peeping at my phone. Then, finally she tiled her head over to look at it, I was like huh? What is there to see? Till now, I still have no idea why. Nevermind, she then started conversation with me; 1st line ' I just broke up with my bf just now at 12am..' Diao, I was wondering, hmm, this girl must be up to something la, for no reason tell me that for what? So, e conversation carried on, she asked me strange question like "Do you know why guys like to lie alot?" Kena spotlight, I just gave a bewildered face. Seriously, tell me lo, how to answer that? Then e conversation continued, on why she broke up with him, then she told me that her bf just gave her a diamond ring which she actually showed it to me. Then, I realised; she was telling e truth ah!! Hai, I was like... ring, again? Stupid, I shouldnt be thinking about it. Then, they went off, came back around 15mins later. Same thing happened, those 2 idiots immersed with their new found partners, I was stranded again. Then a guy started to dance near chiobu, haha, funny, I remember she tried to make suggestive dance moves to him too. Suddenly, she grabbed my left hand to her waist, I didnt plan for that! Zzzz... That guy seem dejected & I was abit stunned, so didnt say anything. So just dance with her lo, ya, e feeling of course nice la, to dance with a pretty girl. Somehow, I wished that e person will be you instead? :( I should have went MOS instead, arghhh!! Idiot.. I went out of Zouk earlier, then bump into those 3 girls again; chiobu was crying. Really sad to see girls cry over guys, I sinned too. Anyway, I also not good in consoling, hence I just said bye & went home, hahaha..


I'm just waiting for someone to take off my ring...

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The events were meant to be, though e last straw was a happy one, I still ended up being miserable...

I still dont like kbox..

Didnt have e chance to update e blog past few days; thursday night was serving guard duty, then yesterday night outing ended at 5am today. Sian, one will die of boredom doing guard duty. Its at least 2hrs for 2 shift, standing there feeding e mosquitos, luckily my 1st shift got idiot to talk to. Well, it was more like I wanted to have a long conversation with you & this month bill confirm overshot again liao, lol. Then, yesterday had a half day off, booked out at around 1230pm. Thought I was going to have a good rest at home, but I ended up playing dota till 6pm. Dinner was at geylang lorong 3, met up with JJ, micheal, ken & zhiyi over there, cos JJ said got a nice restaurant call 'wu ming ji'. At 1st, ken & zhiyi thought it was nameless chicken, must be a restaurant selling chicken rice, so we pace up & down lorong 3 to lorong 8. Fuck, those 2 idiots heard wrongly, its wu ming ju;无名居. Stupid JJ still tell me its what from 'Niao jia', even asked me whether I got watch 雪山飞虎, Zzzz. Idiot, when I was in e restaurant, it wrote 'Miao Jia', knn, another one with pronunciation problem. Oh yeah, about e food, great, I give it 90 marks upon 100. We had drunken prawns, really live ones in boiling liquer; XO i think? Braised duck meat, long beans, baby kailan & e last dish, superbly nice, egg yolk fried crab. The prawns, wa, I'm still craving for it. Very well cooked lo, when you bite e head off, e juice just come out la, then e flesh its like 90% cooked? Dont know how to say la, its like eating prawn straight from e sea, lol. As for e killer crabs, we ordered e normal crabs & e flower crabs. Both employed e same cooking style, fried with salted eggs' yolk with butter. Resulting in crisp & crunchy feeling when you bite it. Needless to say, I ate most of it :) Hehehe.. Their dishes are really one of a kind, taste very unique, those who like to eat good food, this restaurant is a definite must try!

So, after dinner, we were standing at a corner, thinking of what to do. Usual programmes la, play dota, pool or movies(& kbox) Okie, I always leave out kbox, cos I dont like to go. Omg, I shouldnt have told e idiot my dark secret, wahahaha. JJ kept kaobei saying I changed man, reason being that e last few Lan outing, I never went with them -.-" So, we decided to watch movie at cineleisure. Diao, again, most of e movies we watched le, those ulu ones, bound to have someone who had watched it. So, against my will, THEY settled on Kbox & we went over to cineleisure; haha, micheal also resisted but to no futile( He looked very sad, haha..) I think I never step foot into ktv for like 2 years le? Sian, that place damn cold la & I was wearing bermudas lo. Lol, I was very tired, think I fell asleep at around 3am. Hehe, just had a few photo session with e menace, shall upload e pictures later!

My sister inherited my dark side!

I just recalled of what e little menace did to me last night. She was eating a pack of chocolate sticks, those that looked like pocky. I wasnt craving for it, just wanted to have an interacting session with her. So, I asked for one, immediately, she shouted 'no' & held e pack tightly against her chest to shield it from my prying hands. Kena rejected, I decided to head back to my room. Just as I was about to walk off, she broke e stick into half, ah..she relented, I thought. Then from one of e halves, she broke it into 2 again. So, thinking that she wanted to let me eat, I leaned forward. She held it near my mouth & I was going to eat it. Guess what? She immediately withdrew her hand & placed e stick into her mouth instead!!! Idiot!! I swear I saw her sinister smile!! Hmph, I pinched her face; she deserved it, wahaha... She wouldnt do that to me when I'm old right? Lol...
Thats my sister, cute & yet 'guai lanz'...

Zhou bo...

Zzz, my earphone spoilt again, have to get another new one. Nothing much today, morning was lesson on Erdas; an editor cum viewer for maps. Lol, I kept falling asleep, had to make a few trips to e toilet to wake myself by splashing water onto my face. Afternoon, had a few rounds of pool with lionel followed by 3hrs of peaceful nap in e office. Dont ask me why so slack, it just that there isnt anything for me to do at e moment. I also want to have something to do, really damn bored to be in 'zhou bo' mode. Ya, yesterday result champion league result, damn it, liverpool went into finals, so e next team? I guess that its ac milan, but stupid leh, it will be like a replay of 2005 champion league finals. Man u vs Liverpool in finals seems to be more exciting right?
Sian, today going to do my 1st guard duty for e month, total there are 3 this month. Suey suey, e last one happens to be on e 31st; Vesak day lo!! Hai, cant have a week long break for e last week of this month liao..
Hmm, I kinda worry for you too, tomorrow is e hearing liao. Yet there isnt any news from you, alright, I'm just worried...

Ting's birthday!

Cant seem to sleep now, practically slept e whole afternoon away, lol. I didnt really interact much with my relatives, spent most of e time in my room. The longest moment was when I had to snap pictures of my sister . Happy Birthday Ting!

Cute, isnt she?

My mum & e menace..

~Her silly poses ~

Haha, I wonder whether will she laugh at herself, like maybe 15 years down e road?

Oh, I just got to know that I missed some drama in e morning. Well, doesnt matter, as long e result is final can liao. Sad, my watch kena alot of scratches yesterday :( Think I need to get another one? Haha, definitely not now..

Sian, got to book in 4hrs time. I wonder what are you are doing now?

Knock out night..

Zzzz, I reach home at 11am today; spent e morning at siqi's house.
Yesterday morning, reached camp in e wee hours, but something unfortunate happened; we were seen by one of e S3 branch officer. Luckily, he didnt really notice me, pradeep & xiaoyi were nervous then, kept on thinking about how many extra they will kena. Haha, e worries were in vain, e officer totally forgot about it when he reached office. The mood damn sian lo, e whole camp was literally empty, almost all e units took off lo & I was wondering wtf am I doing there. Ah, e AOH meeting, I dread that alot, cos they always like to drag e meeting till late evening. But I guess that everyone was in a holiday mood, hence ended early at 4pm plus.

Night fun! Supposed to meet up with james & marcus, but james wanted to go dbl 0 with his superiors. However, I had to be in Zouk before 12pm for sining's birthday. So, it was initially planned that we meet up with james 10pm at dbl 0 then proceed to Zouk at 1120pm.
Lol, it didnt went through, james had to be with his group till late, hence me & marcus didnt go dbl 0, we went straight to Zouk. Yeah, yongchang also came, then siqi, sining & her friends joined us. 1st time I go clubbing & I didnt get to utilise my drinks tickets. Why? Upon reaching, I got 3 extra ticket with me, one from chang who ordered sprite; who goes clubbing order sprite? 2 from sining, so I ordered a tequila shot, gin tonic & whisky dry for sining, her birthday celebration ma. But she only drank e shot & some sip of e liquers. Followed by 2 jugs of long island tea, one for me & marcus, e other jug for sining & 3 more of girlfriends; I 1st time sign card for payment, hee.. I told her if I managed to drink finish my jug faster than hers, she have to down 2 more tequila shots. Lol, they finished faster. Then, we went over Zouk & dance, siqi sorta drifted off with one of her friend o.O Yongchang was.. ahah, fishing? with one of her friends too. Around half an hour later, sining was showing signs of 'high' & they went over to e toilet. So, we guys waited outside; 40mins, she was vomitting inside. Finally she came out, so brought her to e stone ledge outside; ya, e stupid stone ledge. Surprise, siqi was there with that girl, also knock out due to my long island. Haha, 1st time I see 2 person knock out by 1 jug of long island tea.. Eh, it wasnt my intention to knock them out lo, just wanted to make them feel 'high' nia, didnt know they cant hold it well. Both brother & sister equally lousy, haha..To think that, siqi wanted to buy her flaming lamborghini!
I felt abit guilty, partly my fault too, siqi also cant send 2 girls on his own So they took a taxi & I accompany them to his house, had to 'abandon marcus & yongchang' & thats why, I have no chance to redeem my tickets, also didnt get to dance much, arghhh :( In e cab, sining was snoring & e other girl kept blabbering. Siqi ar; lots of silly antics lo, I shall have no comments on them, grins ~~ I was sleeping on e floor alone( didnt want siqi to gay with me), somehow some thoughts came into my mind, hence e stupid sms. Well, its silly, afterall its been more than 5mths.
Yeah, ting's birthday today, really gona busy later. Haha, someone wants my sister's pictures badly & I cant find e kuey ji video!!! Very tire now, I go take a nap le...