Bother.

Had too much of a sleep today, but it wasnt a peaceful one; phone kept ringing, sms kept coming, msn popping up, wtf. This is how I spent e first half of my day on leave, shrugs ~ Something is bothering me; alot. Especially e contents of e conversation. I know that I'm always serious into relationship but to know that being serious can screwed up one; its for e first time. Maybe its time for me to relook at my priorities & revalue commitments & responsibilities. Afterall, I have been sticking to e same one ever since I had a relationship? I have no qualms about giving my love ones space if one tell me that I arent their priority. Maybe it feels sucky abit, but I respect e decision made. Sigh, I just hope somethings will not happen. Shall go shop for some new clothes.

You make me think. Grrr...

Arrrrr!!!

Fuck, i really hate this kind of feeling. To know that I'm waiting & still being kept waiting, Zzzz.. Ya, I didnt really voice out, but isnt it easily understood? & you seem to be so oblivious about it. Maybe its my fault, I shouldnt have any expectations from you at all.

Nights just seem harder to pass. Goodnight.

Zzzzz..

It amazes me that I can understand so many things & be such a complete idiot about so many others. Sigh...

Off!

Sigh.. Damn prone to injury nowadays, sprain my ankle yesterday when I was playing basketball; old liao! Nothing spectacular happened for e past 3 days, except for e nights which gave me quite a surprise. Other than that, one bad news came along, they finally found out about e loophole; I have to serve guard duty liao! Kao, 2 weekends for this month; this coming saturday & e next one. Anyway, I drank e most expensive caramel ice blended yesterday, thanks to myself for being a too nice guy :( Cos shiyan had wanted to spring a surprise for kaira, but I didnt know it was, so I told kaira about it who was talking to me on msn. So, as a punishment, I had to rush down in a cab to East coast park to drink coffee with them. Taxi fare amounted to $12(pain; heartache), hence e most expensive caramel ice blended in e history of my life. For e record, just for you two hor :D Lol, these two are a funny pair, especially in e car, like to do alot of ahem.. funny stuffs :p Next time, I just close my eyes while you two are in e same car, wahahahaha...
Weee.. Off today, nice morning huh? Time to do some meaningful things while some idiots are still sleeping.

Till dawn..

It's so much e same as last time. Till morning then.

Touch me in e night.

Hmm, sorry to shiyan, eddy, nich, siqi & whoever was @ holland village for not coming for e gathering; I had to do what I had to do, sure go for e next one? Haha.. It was a sudden decision, cos initial plan was for me to send her home. I held her hands again! Cos it was cold? So, nothing of significance. Upon reaching downstairs, she asked me where I was going; I forgot what I said. But I was told to wait for her to put her stuffs & thereafter, brought me to Ridout garden to chill out. Hmm, nothing much happened, we just talked for awhile & carried on with our own novels. I gave up to tireness at around 130am, slept for like 10mins on e table, lol. It was her turn when I woke up, eventually we took a walk back to her house. Hmm, walking beside her, e notion of holding her hands always pop up, yet I dont dare. Maybe I scared she will let go? Come on, I need to do something about it.

Ups & downs.

Sia la, my body feels so warm now.
Just woke up after having an afternoon nap, didnt really have a sound sleep, calls & sms kept coming in, but at least I feel much more better now. Wtf, I dont know how I got a strain ligament on my right leg, only felt it when I woke up this morning, Zzzz..

Yesterday night conversation was good, once again, I'm mesmerised by her seriousness whenever she talks in a serious mood. Ha, so I know, she have been anticipating my questions, so do I; on her reactions. Its funny that 2 person are discussing their dark side, bad habits in a way that its to let e other party know them fully well & to ... Hmm, accept it? Well, I really enjoyed e short walk down e quayside. But e subsequent events that unfold after that made me think hard again. I made e right choice, guess all its left is your calling now?