Thoughts.

Life continues, dont stop there.

Yup.

Recently.

Some recent updates.

Went to e Zoo last wed! Hehe, with xilei, kaira & shiyan. Lol, e last time I visited it was like 11 years ago? However, not much of major changes, except for e 'kidzworld' ; they somehow added a small mini wet wet wild? Really looked quite fun, I nearly wanted to go in & get wet :p Oh ya! I managed to do e 2 bottles for e price of 1 feat on a vending machine, with detailed instructions from beng; successful on e 1st try leh. Sian, my exams are coming, prelims in 10 days time & my exams starts in 1st week of May. Been trying hard to do more revision, but then my mind always wander off after 2hrs of studying, haha. & because of these, I have to cancel my holiday trip to perth :(

Well, July in Melbourne!

Random

Finally.
Chinese new year celebration over, won a little on e 'casinos'. Same as last year, drank too much on chu yi; ended e evening by sleeping in my aunt's house. Ha, its kinda amazing how much my sister have grown after one year. Then, I was still carrying her & placing her on my lap when we were taking photos. This year? That idiot kept running around, really grown up le, abit out of place to put her on my lap, haha. Perhaps I love being a kid, no worries & no responsibilities. Its kinda depressing that am 24 this year & I have achieved nothing much in life; literally nothing. & I keep wondering what lies ahead of me, what I really want & whether am I satisfied with what I have now. Ha.

Really, I would love to sit by a beach house & see e sun setting.

Taking e long way.

As I stood off e edge, e air around me was tense. All e while, I have been trying hard to contain e inner demons within me, however things still got out of hands. Didnt meant to hurt anyone, for all I want, is just to make everyone life easier? Yet, asking for perfectness is imperfect itself. Really, sometimes I just feel like walking away, leaving everything behind. But I cant.

How?

Food!

Heh, stumbled on some goods stuffs recently.

• Blueberry pie - From Ikea; Beng told me its correct prononciation is 'I' Kea' instead of 'e' 'kia', apparently he overheard a smartass trying to impress ladies in e lecture hall by saying that.
• Hot biscuit a.k.a 烧饼- LOL, its a sponge cake? filled with red bean paste & chestnut bits inside. Very nice, I got it from a japanese store in e basement of jurong point.
• Svensk vodka (Green apple) - Saw this treasure after I got e pie, its green apple flavour! My Smirnoff green apple happens to be running out, just nice to get it, hehehe.
• Black sesame biscuit - One of my favourite food stuffs; Black Sesame! Alright, this doesnt taste godly, but still quite a good snack to munch on, especially when your mouth is itching for some bites.
• Seafood pasta with mussels - Didnt know mussels are so dirt cheap & they taste great with tomatoes!

Next week is chinese new year! & I havent get my pants & shoes yet! Sad, I want to get my hands on e P-04a & P-05a, a check on auctions revealed e price at $700 ++, WTF. Ya, a laptop change too! My current one sucks, a thinkpad or a dell studio will be fantastic, wahahaha..

Prepare for work le!

Choices & decisions, am plagued by them everyday. I have a choice? Ha. So many what if, I often think of e choices I made, had I take e other one instead of e current. Which prompts me to e next question - Why am I asking myself? My self-reflection. But is it always too late to make amendments? to choices that went wrong? Perhaps I think too much?

On a happier note. I got e black & red one!!

Some compromising position.

From e back.

One of my favourites. Is it them or my camera moving?

Ahh...

LOL.

Another week

Another rushing week.

Deadlines to meet. Appointments to make. Ha. Finally met up with e army boys, had dinner with them @Holland village's Swensen. Asri, xiaoyi & pradeep came, most of them remained e same except for longer hair & maybe gained weight? Me e most of course, haha. Life was fun during my army stint, had lots of freedom too compared to others. Was always rushing to book out to meet people, play dota or go clubbing; ended up always falling asleep during e next day. So far everyone is doing well, all attached except pradeep(he was e only one attached last time), hehe. Lots of talking & laughter, e best parts were always stupid things we did in camp, reminisces :D

Comes e shit part.
I hate it when am given last minute tasks to do. Most of e time, I dont really like to turn down people with genuine requests. So, I ended up doing it or you can say patronise them. Sigh, as much as I want it to happen; its hard to separate my personal life from work. The latter often messing up my schedules & taking a chunk out of my personal time. Initially, I thought that taking off on wednesday will allow me to at least revise my school work in peace. However, doesnt work out, e phones keep ringing & e sms keep coming. Ya, why dont I switch off e phone? Answer is that I cant, am responsible to several. A job is just a job? Ha.
Am beginning to loathe it.