Ok...No more chilli, I swear!

Wtf, this few days I keep having stomachache, confirm due to e daily dosage of chilli. So, I make a resolution, no more eating of chilli.. for e next 3 days, haha... Sian, keep kena arrows this few days, workload piling up. Actually e admin stuffs quite simple la, but it will just bore me out damn easily. So, once in awhile, we will take turns to go up bunk & sleep, hehe.. Great, today is wednesday, cant join e idiots for mambo night, cos have to be at parade square by 4am!! Because of some beret presentation, ZzzZzzz, thus I have to book in by 2359 later. Lol, I didnt know that there exists a blog by www.idioticmorons.blogspot.com, tricked Sharon in it & she thought it was mine! Omg.. Damn 6100, I cant seem to send that cute picture over to my laptop no matter how many times I tried; must get data cable from Ken liao. Hehe, anyway, e pic really nice, I was laughing cos it was like i finished my previous blog entry then you sent it; prayers answered? I hope to have more of it!! Hee.. :) Hmm, got news that my case has been pass to e commanding officer, now waiting for e admin office to decide on what kind of punishment I will get; most probably extra duties or stoppage of leave, hai.. Time to get a new earpiece too, e current one only e left side can hear le, wtf, why my things keep spoiling..

Bore...I dont know what to do..Just thinking of u... I go prepare my clothes le!!

Stupid blackout..My thoughts blackout too..

Fuck up, was writing my entry yesterday night then kena power trip. The whole building was blackout, thus didnt get to complete my entry & I seem to forget some details, ZZzzZzz.
Anyway, went to watch "Just follow Law" yesterday night at JP with my cousin, quite hilarious & Fann wong is still quite chio for her age, hehe. Went for dinner at e foodcourt, then bump into xinrong while leaving, Beng, your favourite ger leh!! Nostalgic, haha!
Just a mere 2 weeks, so much unexpected things happened. Well, I can say that most of them are good but still none havent reach a conclusion yet. Sometimes, I really wonder what makes one to fall in love & fall out of love easily? Some people say that its damn easy for those two things to happen anytime, anywhere; while some never even experience it before. So, e singles always say, "No r/s, no heart pain.." Lol, I still very much prefer to be in a r/s sharing laughter, fun, sorrows, woes together. Seriously, I dont know what hit me, but if you know what I'm thinking, that will be good, but problem is that, you dont know? & I dont know how to say it out too. It might be too early, but then what if its too late? I mean I dont know how to say or do things at e right place, right time. More than often messing it up, ya, most of you out there who know me well, will know that I'm damn stubborn. But then, I have reason for it, just like to do what I believe in even if it seems impossible, haha, stubborn trait right. Hmm, most of e time I'm really thinking of you, dont ask me why, cos I'm not sure either & I really look forward in having conversation with you :) So, pick up e phone & give me a call alright? Hee..

Changes!

Added a new link in my blog, you guys can view my items there. Change e main heading too :) its an interesting one, hee..

Great..Stay at home whole day, ZZzzZzzzzz...

"Screw up seh!" I was opening my angbao 10mins ago, sian ji bua, alot of idiots gave only $4, ZZzzzz.. Today's a bad day, was damn tired when I reached home at 10pm from guard duty. First thing was to call Marcus on where on when to celebrate Xiu's birthday; received msg from him in e late afternoon, it was cancelled cos alot cant make it. Next, Joyce said that she be coming at 6pm-7pm to collect her things, but I had an appointment, so cant be at home, hence rescheduled to next week. Lol, then come e last hit; "I cant make it tonight" Think I received it at around 7pm, totally down -_-" Alright la, been slacking e whole day at home, thanks to you guys, I not blaming anyone hor, just that its poor planning on my part. Afternoon had "nian gao", my favourite cny snack! After e last wave of "tuaing", went down ntuc to get a can of chilli mackeral & pacfic clams! Yum! Haha, I cooked spaghetti; topped up with cheese & traditional tomato sauce plus e mackeral & clams, song~~!!! Simple & tasty!! Haha, enjoying my baileys now! Care to join anyone? Lol...
Hai, found out that both of my watches are spoilt liao, one cant be repaired, e other run out of battery easily, time to change le, shall get a new one this coming weekend with my angbao $$!
Sian, miss e chance to see marina night sky again, hard to find free time slot. Hmm, how to make more time sia?

I really stupid at times meh?

At yong chang house now, hehe, just book out of camp. Actually, I only get to sleep 830am in e morning cos e trainees were having their graduation route march overnight & I was needed to man one of e waterpoints. Not bad la, considering e fact that I had someone to talk to :) Asri & Xiaoyi keep disturbing me with their constant gay entics. Alright, some parts of it I do understand, lol. Hai, all of days, have to kena guard duty tomorrow, ar... Diao, I already planned e things le, no choice, have to reschedule to another day. Damn suey just now, cut my right thumb when I pick e shaver up, have to sms using my left hand fingers, ZZZzzzz.. Ar, I want to meet up today~!!! Nevermind, time to go eat dinner with e guys le, be back on sunday morning!

Hehe, just reached home at 340am, decided to continue blogging, 2 more hours & I will be back to camp. Had a great dinner with my secondary gang, Beng, Chang, Siqi, Alan, Gui & Peishan. Ya, one more new member, Kheng jia, Alan new gf; dont know spell correct anot, haha. The sumptous meal consisted of mixed vegetables, curry chicken, tempura prawns, fried chicken wings & fried noodles! Yeah, same old bunch of people, having dinner & talking cock with them has always been enjoyable, too bad, I cant use my camera, if not would have upload some pictures here. Haha, we kept teasing Alan, with some reference to e past, dont mind ar?Hee.. Just having fun ma. Blackjack was next, not bad, I won $8, barely enough to cover for e movie ticket. After e game, decided to go down cineleisure earlier for a walk, then we realised Chingay was held earlier on; roads were closed until 12am, so had to park e car somewhere else & walked a distance to cineleisure. Finally, reached e cinema & collected e tickets, with 1hr to spare, we went to a bistro to have drinks, I ordered a oreo milkshake! Shiok! Cos it was on Alan's house, haha.. Anyway, we watched "Letters of Iwo Jiwa", a ww2 film depicting e Japanese trying their last ditch effort to defend e island from e US marines. Siqi was bored from it, surprisingly someone told me she wanted to watch it, though I felt this kind of show doesnt interest girls at all, hmm, some food for thought..

I want to orh orh liao..

Book out at 8pm yesterday, was sort of rushing home, actually was hesitating to go MOS anot; was having stomach upset & quite tired due to e lack of sleep for e past few days. Hehe, managed to persuade Marcus to go, if not I also wouldnt have go, haha, Xiuling also tagged along. Reached there quite early, saw some nice water "decoration" in e middle of cannary, got our stamp 1st then went over to 7-11 to get some drinks. On e way there, saw one of my bmt mates, chatted for awhile. So, I was telling e couple what happened & asking what to do, same advice leh, haha..Still e same old me, I already know what to do, but just want to listen only to what people have to say. Lol, saw some tranvestite on e way back to MOS, I jokingly suggested to Marcus if being offered $10k, will he screw her?him? Haha..Anyway, Marcus saw her first when re-entrying, I managed to catch a glipse, but that idiot didnt see me, called liao, still want to deny it wasnt her, childish, haha..
While MOS was having ladies night, I was having my amazing race, there werent alot of tips, lol, spent most of e time walking back & fro Smoove & main arena. After numerous unanswered calls, we decided to have a drink in e main arena; then she walked past, ZZzzz..Marcus & Xiu left, so I was practically alone. What happened next, was kinda good then bad? Danced on at e main till 340am, then went off, decided to take a walk to esplanade, but stopped short opposite boat quay. It was 4am by then, was there pondering, I also dont know what I was thinking, just some random thoughts, unrelated to each other. Dozed off for like half an hour on e stone bench, received a few msg, then I realised I was damn stupid for 1 msg that I replied back. Actually secretly, I made a simple promise, but it didnt happen cos it didnt come, on e other hand, it might not have been good if it happened :)
Stayed on there till 520am, took a cab all e way to camp, heng, encik wasnt around, if not sure kena fuck again. Really super tired, fall asleep immediately after hitting e pillow, managed to wake up at 7am. I think I have reached to a conclusion le, I know where she stand in my heart now. I dont know how she feel, but an answer will be good :p That's it, I dont know what else to say le..

Tired...

Sian, going back to camp later, supposed to be booking in on thursday, all because of e random check last friday. Morning was great, cos got a very nice song from beng, "Merry xmas Mr Lawrence" by Ryuichi sakamoto; sound quite like a toned down version of "watergate". Hehe, its now set as my background music. Afternoon, went over to Shi yan's house, played a new poker style game called "texas", quite fun seh, everyone started with small bets, to up e ante, me & Siqi keep wacking with high calls, e.g $4, $10 la.. Haha, I lose about $100 at e start, luckily towards e end, I managed to salvage back, end up winning $12; pathetic, considered that we played 2hrs.. Oh ya, had pool with Siqi at cck, damn it, I'm super lousy, only manage to win him one out of 8 games?Somemore I won that set cos he shoot in black ball -_-" Evening time was spent at Jieqi house, her boyfriend also came, together with Siqi & Qinyi & we had steamboat for dinner. Then, we retreated to Jieqi's room & start talking about our secondary school stuffs. For no reason, e topic came to usage of condom & how effective it is, ZZzzzz, then all sort of stupid questions started coming out, some by me, haha.. Then to r/s topic, sian, felt indifferent this time round, I actually felt more relaxed; peaceful.. Of course, e sadness manage to inch its way through, things just cant worked out. Anyway, my mind was preoccupied by someone else :p. Halfway through e dinner, JJ did msg me & siqi to go down pearl centre for a meeting, it was nothing much, just some heart-to-heart talk? Haha, I dont know, didnt involve me much.. Hmm, though e time period is short, I do miss you.. Why? I really dont know lo, dont know how & why it happen too. Been trying to figure it out, answers anyone?