Integrity...

Sad, I had to pay $50 for goods that I didnt lost. Nevermind la, I do alot of evil things last time to customers; now also? Hehehe.. Take it as a form of payment to them lo. True la, everyone should be responsible for it, but I feel that those that are directly responsible should have stepped forward to bear e brunt of e payment. Of course, no one would have done it, it concerns about money itself. But it still up to e individual on how you perceive e current situation, some might think its unfair(most probably those not involve in e loss), some might think its fair(most probably those involve in e loss). One for all, all for one, total bullshit lo, most of e new staffs just do things for their own benefits, hai.. Yeah, I do respect JJ for what he have achieved, e determination he put in & for e shits he went through. But at times I feel sad on how e company management is being run, if only I'm not in e army now, I will sure do something about it.
Manpower is a neverending issue, not because of not enough people but e lack of talented staff..

Anyway, I got a replacement camera phone,K750i. Actually, I dont really need it, if not for some hidden agenda, grins~... Ya, went for some drinks at Haagen Dazs, I ordered... Diao, I forget liao, think its call blue paradise? I remember its ingredients are blue curaco, kao, I forget e rest too! I'm getting old, so I think I should turn in & sleep liao...

I am very very very very tire...

Aches; super tire too, must be e damn 5km run yesterday. From e start, e down slope 500m was a bonus, I chiong down lo, 1st time taking e route ma. Passed by teck whye then all e way to bbdc, saw my seconday school! Haha, spent a good 4 years of my life there, nostalgic lo.. Anyway, I was quite blur la, ran past e turning point without realising it, lol. Luckily, one of e safety marshal knew me, then asked how many km I supposed to run, Zzzz, I looked so stupid then. Yeah, I like e morning fresh air, sort of rejuvante me cos I was in a 'seh seh' state before e run, I was actually late for it :) So, running back was e from e same route I came, then I was thinking 'Oh fuck, e downslope!' I had a hard time running up e slope la,everyone practically just walked up la & I ran 3/4 of it before resigned to walking. The slope really killer lo, it was like doing soc, just finished jumping off from low ramp, song.. Not bad for my 1st attempt, 29mins for 5km, bad timing though. Nevermind, I will be doing that on a regular basis le. Back to office, nothing to do, so I slept for like 2 hrs there? Hehe, I found a secret place on e 2nd floor, its e previous mess which is no longer in use. Inside, there is a pool table with cues & balls, can go there train le! & e best thing is, free new paper!!(Seems like on 12pm sharp, someone will throw 2 stack of it onto e window ledge o.O)
Late evening, met up with james, marcus, xiu & crystal at orchard.No one knew where to go & what to do, so we kept walking till we reached Heeren. Lol, I wanted to eat ice kachang, tamade, james veto it; went to starbucks instead. Great, I finally get to drink e banana with cream frappucino. Sian, they kept grilling me there; cos I cant make it for e hongkong trip in June. Hai, I have too much personal commitments & my army schedule also very tight for e next few months. Sorry la, next trip I sure go! Hehe, I got to watch Love & Honour! Initially james didnt want to catch late night movie, but really nothing to do la, cos with e girls around, we cant play Lan :( I fell asleep during trailers, lol, very tire lo..The show was nice, very touching with abit of humour inserted. Sia la, one part kept replaying in my mind; when e samurai finally admitted to his wife that he's blind. She retorted "How can you dont let me worry about you, I want to be worried about you；我想为你牵挂.." Diao, I tear 3 times during e show, sob.. Anyway e wife(super chio) was really good to her husband, faithful to him & tending to his needs even when he's blind. I also want a spouse like this :) End of e show, I was very tire liao, until james said that he going to find his sister at a selegie bar, turned out to be e same one that we were celebrated for victor's birthday last year.

Alright, I wanted to have some drinks, thats why tagged along, marcus & xiu didnt go, guess they have something important to do? Haha, they were tired too... So, james ordered a bottle of chivas; I very scare of drinking red wine now, maybe not, by next week? Zzzz, his cousin also working there, end up me & james have to drink tiger beer, yucks! Mixing again, zzzz, e effects were coming in. Then late night supper at Mr bean, I just keep eating; only ate lunch yesterday. On e way home, I fell asleep in e cab, guess that having another person around will help? Used to be that last time, but I didnt take it for granted. Argh..I thinking too much again, got to go tanglin halt later to order ting's birthday cake, she's turning 3years old on 1st may! Still have to attend company meeting at night, maybe go home sleep after that, hee..
Thinking of you just make me smile, especially your sillyness :p arrgh, you not working today, Zzzzzz...

What happened?

Wa, this week passed quite fast, though its still not e end of e week yet. Monday, I got to know 2 cute little things. They were from my cousin; his hamster just gave birth, so he gave us a pair.

Grey in color, cute seh.. My sister keep playing with them.

Went for imt on tuesday, to practise on our shooting skill, it was quite fast, half day event. Spent e night at bukit panjang library with xiaoyi, went there to get adobe photoshop & flash 8 materials. Yeah, I got my fengyun series 3 part 8 & 9, finally got them, still left book 10 :( Next, we were at starbucks slacking, I got a banana coffee & xiaoyi, green tea frappucino. At first, e banana coffee tasted nice; as in exotic? But e more I drank it, e more it taste funny, lol..

Alright, Wednesday was at e range, my $200 gone le; my group missed e marksmanship criteria of 80%. I was there from morning 6am till 11pm, damn shag. Back in bunk, I didnt get a decent sleep, e room was too stuffy, unlike e previous one in BRC. So woke up today morning, I went to draw rifle to clean, end up sleeping most of e time, with e chamber brush dangling out from my hand. Luckily nothing to do, I managed to book out at 1pm, rush back home to change for Jun rong's wedding.

Main event of e week

With ample time, I rush down to Vivocity to get my replacement sim card back from Starhub. Luckily, POSB was just beside, I managed to get my replacement atm card too, however, instead of e normal atm card, they issued me e POSB 'GO' card. Initially, when e counter staff told me, I was wondering how did I get to be eligible for "GOLD" card. Until e staff showed it to me, then I knew that I had listened wrongly, Zzzzz. After that, I headed down to Katong complex, Junrong's wedding was held there. Lol, went there too early, ended up sitting alone looking at e video where he went to fetch e bride; Amy, quite sweet sia, their outing photos taken was also very nice(cost $5k leh). Somehow, it invoked some memories; they were playing tricks on my mind; my emotions were building up. Ya, thanks for trying to cheer me up :) 630pm, e solemnisation took place in e restaurant itself, I was just beside them taking video of e whole process. 1st time so close, somemore as an adult, I was witnessing an event most people view it as one of their most important event of their life. It was very touching, especially e part when they exchanged vows followed by e wearing of their rings. Haha, I cried, for 2 reasons. One, I was very happy for him, e other, I felt sorry for myself. Well, nothing much to elaborate. Thereafter, I remained composed throughout e dinner, did think of chionging red wine again, haha! But, I wasnt allowed to, my buddy wedding leh.. Towards e end of e dinner, you messaged me, dont know why, I felt warmth in it. Hence, I wanted to meet her. Next, everything just fell into place, ended up meeting in e middle of paya lebar mrt middle platform, wahaha. Eh, I dont think you looked like crap, haha. As usual, you never fail to make me smile, especially e last one, grrr.... Glad to see you..

Sian...

It ended badly yesterday; for me. When I woke up at 4am plus, my V3i, T10 & wallet were nowhere in sight. e photos, argh!!!

Yesterday...
Afternoon, met up with Junrong, got my baileys caramel from him for $40 & his wedding tab. I was asked to help him on e wedding day; ushering, crowd control etc. Well, think I going to take a day or half day off. Haha, I must see his solemnisation ceremoney! but I'm still undecided on what to wear. After that, went to clinique to visit that idiot, it was then I knew what really happened,no wonder she was so down for e past few days. I was worried & thinking of who to approach. Qinqing!! Babe, thanks for your advices! Luckily, I made her smile :) haha.. With e book & e cookies, la pi zhu anne will at least last you one day? LOL.. Ya, didnt went to library, I was suppose to get e books on flash 8 & adobe photoshop, but her issue was more important. Die liao lo, will be having a hard time at work. Then, met up with marcus at city hall to get victor's present; Zara tshirt & a pair of sony earphones. Shortly, victor came to pick us up & we went over to MOS. They were having a private event, so only smoove was available then, no wonder free entry la, crowd was bad, maybe too early? Haha, but we managed to sneak into e event through e guys' toilet(Guys who go there will know why). Kinda turn off, because all malays. So after much hesitation, we went over to Zouk, lots of chiobu! As usual, james was e last to reach. Ya, there is no waiver even if you open a bottle in zouk, diao. So, we ordered a bottle of chivas. Before that, I had to drink a tequila shot; I dont know why. Followed by lychee martini; I also dont know why james ordered that, looked damn girly when drinking it. Sian, mixer was green tea & I hate green tea with chivas, so I drank nit. 2 bottles of red wine came next. Well, Joel & Huien joined us halfway, I saw e tag & I want it! 1st to lalaland again; Victor! Lousy lo, so fast dropped first. Marcus wasnt feeling well, so I accompanied him to e gents. Similar scenario again, after coming out of e toilet, he wanted to get out of Zouk. Went outside, sat at a stone ledge, totally e same situation like e time @ Clinic! I was too tired, so I sat down too, as my wallet & camera were in e back of my pockets, I took them out & placed it beside me. I fell asleep twice, 1st time because my handphone slipped out of my hand, then I picked it up & fell asleep again. The rest is history, dont need say le. No more red wine with liquer again!! I did went back this afternoon with victor to look for it; no trace...
Sorry for losing e phone that I received for my birthday..
Eh, but I wasnt really sad about losing e items. Ya la, it does feel abit pain though; e value of e stuffs. What really matter e most, are e photos; I just took them yesterday lo!! Argh.. I have to make another trip down again & this time round it wouldnt be easy le...

WTF, all lost!

PEK CEK AR!!!!! I lost my wallet, camera & v3i!!! Fuck, all e photos gone, especially e ones I took yesterday! Wtf, dont come & provoke me now...

Icecream

Tire.. Nope, it isnt because of MOS, anyway I didnt club yesterday night, Victor was too tired to go, hence, brought forward to tonight, lol! Yesterday night 1st stop island creamery @ Serene center! I was craving for icecream e whole afternoon lo, damn e meeting, I only got to leave camp at 7pm, ZZZzz. Luckily, I managed to persuade shiyan to come fetch me from my house, songbo? Haha.. Peiwen was already there. It was my treat, cos those 2 idiots kept saying I should have went there myself, lalalala. So, Peiwen had banana & strawberry sorbet, shiyan teh terik & nutella & mine; horlicks & black sesame! Haha, guess I'm good at reading girls' choice of food? When it was my turn to order, I asked shiyan whether peiwen will like banana anot, he said yes. Then I was hesitated a moment, hehe, actually I wanted to order banana flavor myself la! Wahahaha, dont kill me, I like banana what. In e end, she end up eating shiyan nutella, I ate my share & her remaining banana/ strawberry, shiok!
Next, went over to Tang Shui @ river valley cos peiwen wanted to eat desserts. Haha, there was a period when after clubbing at Zouk, I will go over there to have some drinks & food. Okie la, e food is normal, maybe it was e alcohol that made them tasty then? Sian, supposed to watch movie one, but peiwen no mood. Joel joined us shortly; he just came over from MOS. Diao, nowhere to go, they suggested going Serangoon Gardens. Peiwen; buck up on your driving skills!
In e end, we will at a corner at chomp chomp drinking sugar cane & .... playing poker cards, Zzzzz. Dont know why, after e dinner, I was very lethargic, maybe its because of e guard duty, my eyes kept closing. Upon reaching home, I had watery stools again. On e bed, I was thinking about some past events, slept at around 4am which explains why I'm still so tire now.
Revelation; feelings, hard to fathom someone's feelings. The more you want to know, e further it gets you away from e truth. Heh, hope everything turns out for you fine, I'm worried, yet I dont know how to get across e message to you. I dont want to see you being moody. Nevermind, I shall make you smile later...

Time constraint...

Hehe, blogging in one of e branches. I just came back from guard duty rest, it was a last minute duty, I only knew it like 3hrs beforehand yesterday. But okie la, 1st time doing guard duty in e new camp, somehow thoughts ran wild again. Maybe I was too tired, luckily I had my phone around, messages make wonders, wahahaha..
Hmm, sorry? I didnt mean to invoke your sad memories. Last night during sentry, Xiaoyi was asking me what is e biggest regret of my life? Well, nothing much to say about e regret, it's already e past le, I cant do anything about it now. Even if I can, things might not even turn out to be rosy after all. Anyway, I was too bo liao, went to ask someone else about her regret too; bad move.. Time, most of e time; always ba, manipulate how events turn out in my life. Whatever concern with it, e end result most likely end up badly. Examples? Plentiful.. Can be people, can be some insignificant events & even items. Haha, I just have to live with it, e daily constant battle with it. Lol, & I thought I was turning 23years old this year, guess that e thoughts of mine that I'm too old really make me think that I'm that old le. Hai, I miss e days in Sispec, have no appointments; hence no responsibility plus e total freedom to do almost anything I want & e most important; to book out freely everyday :) I miss e days before NS too, where most of e time I will be working, night time going out with Joyce or my friends/colleagues to play dota/pool, catch a movie, have a drink at paulaner or meet up for get along session. I'm turning 22 soon by August this year! & I havent meet e goal I set when I was 17yrs old, closest to it was when I hitted 19. Arrgh.... Nevermind, I shall have fun with marcus & victor tonight, again short of one, this time round; james. He got to do duty, tamade, next time informed me earlier ma! I already told him last week liao, but he didnt get back to me, Zzzzz...MOS tonight lo!
If only I had met you earlier, that will be good :( Miss you..