Choices, how can you ensure that you are sure about the ones u make?

Hungry, eating nian gao! Sian, spent e last 2 days being bored out in camp. Hai, couldnt go for swims lo, keep raining in e afternoon. After going for a run on thursday night, I was sitting with e new ooc outside coy line. He was telling about e choices that we make in life; that he's a firm believer that everything has been preset, e choices that we make are already planned beforehand. Well, I dont, I think that we always have a choice to make choices, e innate ability to influence our own life through e choices you make. Ya, sometimes it can be quite a headache, cos you have to think of e consequences & e responsibilities that comes with it. So, at that moment, I pondered, e picture of Joyce in my mind, I realised that I chose to cling on to e past because of e wonderful moments I had with her & e desire to be loved by her. Next, a picture of an idiot in my mind, though it seems impossible now, I choose to stay on :) When I heard e cries on e phone, my heart immediately sank. Then, I realised I have..

Met up with James, Marcus, Xiu, Yinying for dinner at Bugis yesterday night, we went to Fish & Co! Haha, Me & James shared a seafood platter for 2, it was e 1st time I cant finish e food at e restaurant, though I was damn hungry; last meal I ate was lunch at 11am.

Damn, I looked like a nerd beside xiu; chiobu!! Wahaha.. Halfway thru e meal, Joel & Huien jio me go DXO. Hehe, so after our dinner, we walked all e way to Esplanade. Initially, James was reluctant to go, but I managed to pull him in after much persuasion. Okie, bad mistake; it was too early then, those 2 guys didnt have e mood to drink, went off with Xiu quite early at 12am. Hence, left me with Joel. Then, e both of us went to join Huien & her friends, quite a big group, cos yesterday was their last day of poly life, even their lecturers came, Zzzzz. It was my 1st time there, overall experience? Bad, I ranked it 2nd from behind, e worst is St. James! Cos e air-con damn lousy, all of us was sweating most of e time. Drinks served were too diluted -.- . Music was e worst, or maybe is e DJ lousy, e tracks can be sudden very fast, then very slow. Its like Rnb, retro & trance jumbled up. But not bad la, someone treated me flaming lamborghini! Haha, it was quite sudden, cos I dont know him; Joel's army mate. Lol, its not a girl la :( Spent most of e time sitting down, I was actually quite tire, keep sending sms, asking this & that; I was quite concerned. I wanted to go off at 2am but went off at 4am instead, go home also sian. Slept until 12pm, online for awhile, then slept again till 3pm, lol.. Fun tonight, anyone?

Joel & Huien; you 2 die liao...

Was quite moody in e morning, maybe it was due to e conversation I had with you. In fact, I was trying to laugh it off. Nevermind, nothing much happen today, except that I didnt get to go musical fountain; no one was really free to go & e one that suppose to go, cant go, lol.
Hehe, suppose to write this entry at 130am, but I fell asleep. Damn, I feel super sian ji bua, yesterday night I should be in Zouk, but Joel & Huien said they will be leaving at 2am, somemore they informed me at 12am. So, I didnt go, woke up at 615am, saw their msg. "Opps, we just left phuture.." Time--> 415am, tamade!!!! I want to kill you two liao!! Haa..
Alright la, at least something good happen; only you know ba, consolation price, lol... I miss you!!

Sleepy..

Absolute 100 ---> I want that!!

Sleepy, dont know why, this few days I can fall asleep very easily. Just by closing eyes, 1min I will be in dreamland. Ya, previous entry was written in a 3/4 sleeping mode, was very tired that night. Finally, I moved into my new bunk, just next to my coy. Bigger room, compared to e previous one, some more toilet beside & its on e 2nd floor! Bad thing is that in order to access e other levels, I have to step thru concertina wire barricaded between e 2 coy corridors, if not, I have to walk one big round.

Yesterday was quite a busy day, encik went for 3 week course, so left me & Xiaoyi to fend for ourselves. Great, 1st thing in e morning, I kena one cos duty while Xiaoyi doing his on thursday, reason being; one of e instructors have to take off, so we have to take over his duties. Lunch & dinner time in e canteen was chaotic, most of e trainees quite blur la, I have to repeat my instructions over & over again,; 'a' level students somemore. No offence, but typical JC batch are always like that, they lack e initiative to do things, always think inside e box. Later sure bound to have some people defending about e last statement, JC kids, arrr... One good news is that I got a new ooc, 1st day ooc liao, pro lo~ No la, he broke his collarbone before coming in army & e MO overlooked, thats why send him to SISPEC. Only then they realised e mistake after he posted to my coy.

Well, for today, Pradeep came over, joined us for lunch. That indian fucker; this is his nick, he promise to treat my lunch that time, but took back his word, really fucker. But nevermind, he then said he treat drinks, alright lo, I took e marigold oat milk, grins ~He thought it was $1 ++, actually it cost $2.10 lo, I saw his face like kena spotlight when he made e payment, he thought e uncle wanted to 'chop' him. 1pm plus, went for a swim at e officer mess, quite relaxing, got jazz music playing in e compound. After e swim, spent e whole afternoon sleeping again, Zzzzz. Night time was another session at chevron, this time round, only me & Xiaoyi went, thus tried e Xbox 360, played "Gears of war" for like 2 hrs. Nb, he drank most of e liquer, since when he liked to drink so much, must be my influence, muahaha... Tommorow will be a bad day, I presumed. Why? I wanted to go musical fountain but someone cant make it :( Not e right time yet, or maybe dun even have a chance at all, lol? Seriously, that fateful night really light up my life in some ways, but I cant do anything about it now? Anyway, I dont care, I want e guilty pic(pig) face of yours!!!

Wana sleep..

Alright, she came over at 1pm to collect back her things. There wasnt much to say between us, maybe I still have my doubts & questions, but they dont matter anymore now. Case closed.

I didnt get to sleep much, less than 4hrs of sleep. After Joyce went off, I was staring at e empty spaces once more. So, who's going to fill e empty spaces? Lol... Afternoon, went down Tampines to pass e Kitaro CD, ZZzzz, make me wait for half an hour, went around looking for ATB & e FF7 album. Then I remembered, my brother was working at outram park! There is a shop there selling alot of music album & prices are cheap too! Finally, got e

ATB The DJ'3 In The Mix, but cant get advent children album leh, so I asked him to get Corrinne May's Fly Away instead, sweet.. Evening time, spent most of e time at Citylink's HMV & MPH, spent like 1hr @ e latter reading ghost stores, haha.. Cos it was still quite early, waiting for Shiyan to call back. Then I went to have a walk at Marina Sq, saw Jinjin, Shihshih & her boyfriend; just hi & bye nia. Feeling a sense of emptiness, I headed to nicoll highway bridge, heng, still can be accessed! Took a picture of e ferris wheel & e whole marina promenade!

Notice how it got darker? Haha, at least someone appreciates them :p Got a call from Shiyan as I was proceeding down e bridge. Yeah, met him at Long bar, he brought a female friend along call Peiwen. Lol, they knew each through blogs, something new ya? I was too tire then, slept during e live band performance. Gullible girl, I can say, not bad ah, at least she knows who is Armin Van Buuren. Yup, drank e 2nd Spore Sling in my life!

Budding artist? Mine looks better :p

Haha, you made me smile again.
So we were discussing on clubbing songs when Shiyan was driving us back home, I still think mambo songs are e best! Definitely! Hmm, guess that you havent sleep yet too, tell me whether e Kitaro's album nice anot? Night!!!

时间，有时真的无可奈何的，成为彼此之间最大的距离...

Friday night, literally zhou bo @ home. Was msning, downloading songs & playing dota all e way, hehe, I received one more gdnite greeting!

Its a wonder that a simple handwritten greeting like this can just make one smile easily :) Repeat e same "zhou bo" routine again in e morning, until 10pm, joined Micheal & JJ for another dota session. As I was walking out of outram park mrt, I saw a lady, quite familiar, but I just passed it off, was immersed in my new songs playing from e ipod. When I reached e lan shop, Micheal went off to get something. Next moment, e lady was standing beside him. Lol, 原来她是 Micheal's girlfriend, no wonder I find her familiar la, she used to have short hair, now long hair, dyed golden color. She still as weird as ever, only talks to Micheal nia, cant be bothered. Well, did talk about having dinner with e sec. clique but those idiots left without making a decision in msn, Zzzzz. Yeah, had breakfast with JJ after e session, he was talking about how drastic Ken have change. Hai, dont know what to do & what to say about him. From what I can conclude, he really thinks that girls are materialistic; they only go for guys in appearance, education & finance wise. Poor boy, e reject really dented his ego to e lowest. Lol, JJ said that he lacked discipline, hence he took it too hard, only eat one meal a day, most probably just plain beehoon soup with fishball. Rest of e day? Sustain on fruits!!-.- Go for running every morning ( He even said "I rather go for runs than to go to work")Too extreme le. I called him just now, initially he didnt pick up, but called back 10mins later, but he dont want to talk, jialat lo...

Packing up my room now, Joyce coming later to pick up her stuffs, guess that really end e chapter liao. Hehe, damn bo liao now, took some pictures on Sony DSC-M1. Haha, I added some wordings to it, enjoy! Ya, must click to enlarge in order to see e words..

Disclaimer: For pure entertainment only, anyone can comment except Beng; please keep your stupid comments to yourself. Lol..

Yeah, finally wrapped finish e cd le! Its 830am now, haha, still got an idiot online. I wrote prayers answered 1min ago, damn it, have to retract liao...

Everytime must have a title meh? Make it an exception this time round..

Lethargic, especially in e morning, for e past few days. Wednesday night was at MOS, prior to that, went over to Barfly, cos there iss an ongoing promotion; for every 4 girls admitted, they get 1 bottle of vladmir vodka free. Obviously, e guys dont get it, not even get to share it, Zzzz.So, I ordered long island whereas Joel ordered long beach, gay huh? He always like to do that. Huien brought 3 of her girlfriends along & they drank e vodka on e rock, to save $$? That was e reason why they wanted to go; I presumed, hehe. But e mixers cost around $18-$21, so still quite worth it for groups of girls who wana drink 1st before hitting e clubs. Anyway, e service at barfly is damn slow, I was told beforehand that in order to get e bill, one have to wait for around 30mins? Alright, I was luckier, I waited 20mins :( Then, went over to MOS, 1st time clubbing with Joel only, cos Huien was quite tired, schooling e next day(I also need to report camp at 7am next day leh)We were at e main arena most of e time, cos I wanted to listen retro. Around 2am, I wanted to go Smoove, but he insisted on staying at main arena; that cheeky bastard saw an eye candy. In e end, I was his "dance partner" throughout e night, cos he didnt make any move :( Went off at 3plus, headed to macdonalds for a short chat, he thinking of going Australia to study, as his brother is working over there, lodging shouldnt be a problem for him. Maybe I should join too? Wait till I get e application results from NUS 1st..
Sleep!!! 1st thing I did when I reach camp after e endless dancing. Slept till 11am, had to wake up, cos my bunk is going to be used for e next batch of trainees; dragon babies, very big intake, all bunks have to be utilised. So, went for lunch with Xiaoyi, halfway received a call from my 2ic; my worst fear was confirmed, I have to do e training programme plus e indents alone, great! Pia through e night, managed to finish 80% of it. Then it dawned on me that, me & Xiaoyi dont have a place to sleep, cos encik havent allocate a new bunk for us!! Swee lo, sleep in company office, my "bed" was two chairs, seats facing each other. Xiaoyi got a better bargain, a safari foldout bed. But I was knocked out in 2mins? Too tire ba, even though it was quite uncomfortable on e 'bed'. After 2 hrs,I realised I forgot to reply a msg; as if my subconscious reminding me, haha.. I replied & knocked off again..
Woke up today with back cramps, numb left hand & super saiyan hair, thanks to e chairs. I wanted to sleep somemore lo, but was awaken by a sms; " eh bro, today breakfast got prata, wana come anot?" Maitang la, chiong for e prata & was back on e chairs for 2 more hrs of sleep. Finally, finished e paperwork at around 3pm after e much needed sleep, had lunch from e new malay stall in canteen, e food not bad! I heard Xiaoyi whistling one of my trance song!( I was playing them on my ipod while doing e paperwork) & it seems like he got a hang on it. Book out at 5pm, reading "la pi xiao xin" on e way home, need humour in my life, even though that I'm e provider most of e time to others 0.O?

Deo Gratias...

Stupid for reading this...due to boredom..

I know, its 630am in e morning. I should be sleeping or whatsoever, but no, I will be leaving e house in 10mins time, Xiaoyi's father driving us to camp. Hmm, just felt e urge to write down my feelings ba. Have you ever wonder why everything happens for a reason? As in you already know there is a reason behind e happenings, but for e reason itself, how do you know which is e right one? And if you do, how can you ensure that you are sure about it? Ah... Stumped? To tell you e truth, I now damn bo liao la, I havent sleep for e whole night, just trying to keep myself awake, lol. If you, e reader feel damn stupid now, dont worry, you have proven yourself being one by reading my blog, haha... Though it was a simple conversation, you never fail to make me smile, lol, another everything happens for a reason? Dont put yourself in seclusion liao, trying is not enough, you must do it! Lol, if only I can draw e handwritten "nites idiot!", hehe.. Book in lo!